Liars Anonymous Community Group
A support group to provide those with a compulsive addiction to lie a place to share hope, strength and courage with others like them; solve our common problem and help others with a compulsion to lie. We aren't alone!
My girlfriend has given me so many chances to redeem myself. Lie after lie she has worked to get through it together because she wants this to work.
Yesterday I told the lie that broke the camels back. I think its really over this time. I need to get help asap. I don't know what else to do.
I lie because I'm terrified of confrontation and of being judged. I don't ever want her to be upset with me, so I tell stupid lies. Of course they all come to the surface eventually. I've never cheated or lied about anything that would typically destroy a relationship, but all the small lies have just added up to the point where she feels there is no hope for this relationship left and will never be able to trust me.
The worst part of all this is that my family absolutely adores her and we are all supposed to take a big trip together next month. I'm scared that she will back out and I will go without her, aware the whole time that her not being there is all because of me. I'm tearing up just thinking about it.
Yesterday I told the lie that broke the camels back. I think its really over this time. I need to get help asap. I don't know what else to do.
I lie because I'm terrified of confrontation and of being judged. I don't ever want her to be upset with me, so I tell stupid lies. Of course they all come to the surface eventually. I've never cheated or lied about anything that would typically destroy a relationship, but all the small lies have just added up to the point where she feels there is no hope for this relationship left and will never be able to trust me.
The worst part of all this is that my family absolutely adores her and we are all supposed to take a big trip together next month. I'm scared that she will back out and I will go without her, aware the whole time that her not being there is all because of me. I'm tearing up just thinking about it.
For me my deeper reason started when I was younger my Favorite cousin in the world. The one person I looked up to, whataed to be just like, my idol. Was killed in a head on collision accident going to work the day I was supposed to go spend the night over her house.
It DESTROYED ME on the inside and I didn't know how to handle it I didn't have anyone to really talk to so I started suppressing my feelings about being Terrified of death and people I care about the most dying and leaving me.
So I start putting up a wall and hiding myself from others to really get close to me because I wanted to never feel that hurt again. So day after day I would hide how I really felt or what I liked or wanted to do or what I thought so others could be happy. Then I got a dog named Mr. Larry he was my best friend he was always with me when I was alone. Long story short I have Larry for 10 years then he died and with my already suppressed feeling about people leaving and death I lost it I didn't know what to do with my self my boyfrind at the time didn't know how to help not did his family or my mom and my dad helped but I could talk to him a lot because or work. So now I'm holding more things in.
I lied to any and everyone and tried to be the perfect person for everyone for so long I just turned 24 and I just realized I like to read.
So basically you have to dig deep and confront that and you will cry because it's deep.