I have a really negative girlfriend at the moment. She is satanic and always wants to bring me down
I'm born again and am polyamorous all my other girlfriend love me but she was a bitch in school and she is a bitch today

I know you want answers, you need to find yourself and continue to push yourself forward. Lets all be honest here, you are better than her and you dont even deserve her. She shouldnt treat you the way she is now, you just need to find someone better. It sucks to be alone, but you can have or make new friend to help bring you up. Online or in the world you and I live on. Go out and explore, have fun and forget about life. Build yourself and find what you want. You dont need to lie because this isnt your true self. We are all here to help guide and assist you in this time of need.

What makes our struggle so much harder is that liars are so dependent on things being perfect around them. We want so much to have people in our lives that allow us to be honest and truthful, mostly providing that safe landing spot.

Life is not perfect. We have to deal with both the good and the bad. Just remember, the goal is to put yourself in positions to be successful and truthful. Take a moment before each response before you utter your first words. Think about the impacts to what you are about to say. I have always told my children, it is always better to be honest and face reality than to try to live up to a lie. Funny how the one person who did not learn that lesson was me.