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hey lovely people(and frogs)
i don't know if this will reach anyone as it don't look like anyone's here.
i got an email from Jen.....i've been houndin her to see if she is ok and i know lots of you
have been concerned.
she wants everyone to know she's alive....not doin well in several ways but Alive for sure.
and she misses evryone........mostly Matty(in case that last was confidential.well evryone please forget i said that..............'cept matty)
love you guys
from the looks of this crickettfarm i'm guessin we are all maybe in the same hole again.
i had two really good nites sleep couple days ago.
gone seriously bad since then.
i've said my bit fi=or Yolkie.....all i have from her so far.
here is my bit to YouGuys
i..............am............fuckered.
just wanna crawl in the hole and stay there........but stayin there hurts too much as well.
i'mm guessin that i am far from the only one of us in this mess right now(agin, fuckinalways)?
i can't do hardly nothin and what i can makes me wanna scream...when i don't actually do it.
a thing i can do though(sometimes) is get my ass on here long enough to tell you guys how much you mean to me.
i love you each and all .
and in this thrasher i plan, nevertheless to get on here near to daily as i can and just say somethin nice.
in this awful bleakness i'm finding it important to voice some brightness.....no matter what it is.
so...anybody who has read this.if y...WHEN you see stuff showin up here with my name on it
feel no need for any reply. even..(especially?) if my babble is about you :)
i'm just gonna be throwin random stuff in here so there will be ....somethin here.
see...i'm makin no sense already...........i really should quit now
i love you guys as individual friends and as the best group of people i know.
hang in you guys.......each in your own pit.....you are not alone.....i'm here shamblin through the dust and makin happy echoes.
i've been incoherent lattely(?) so if you are gettin in here at all and tod's post makes no sense(surprise!) don't even try.......the words.......any words that i am able to get here with........are just a vehicle to carry in some sunshine and the light of the love in my heart for all you guys.
peace
i'll be back........oh yes i will
t
i don't know if this will reach anyone as it don't look like anyone's here.
i got an email from Jen.....i've been houndin her to see if she is ok and i know lots of you
have been concerned.
she wants everyone to know she's alive....not doin well in several ways but Alive for sure.
and she misses evryone........mostly Matty(in case that last was confidential.well evryone please forget i said that..............'cept matty)
love you guys
from the looks of this crickettfarm i'm guessin we are all maybe in the same hole again.
i had two really good nites sleep couple days ago.
gone seriously bad since then.
i've said my bit fi=or Yolkie.....all i have from her so far.
here is my bit to YouGuys
i..............am............fuckered.
just wanna crawl in the hole and stay there........but stayin there hurts too much as well.
i'mm guessin that i am far from the only one of us in this mess right now(agin, fuckinalways)?
i can't do hardly nothin and what i can makes me wanna scream...when i don't actually do it.
a thing i can do though(sometimes) is get my ass on here long enough to tell you guys how much you mean to me.
i love you each and all .
and in this thrasher i plan, nevertheless to get on here near to daily as i can and just say somethin nice.
in this awful bleakness i'm finding it important to voice some brightness.....no matter what it is.
so...anybody who has read this.if y...WHEN you see stuff showin up here with my name on it
feel no need for any reply. even..(especially?) if my babble is about you :)
i'm just gonna be throwin random stuff in here so there will be ....somethin here.
see...i'm makin no sense already...........i really should quit now
i love you guys as individual friends and as the best group of people i know.
hang in you guys.......each in your own pit.....you are not alone.....i'm here shamblin through the dust and makin happy echoes.
i've been incoherent lattely(?) so if you are gettin in here at all and tod's post makes no sense(surprise!) don't even try.......the words.......any words that i am able to get here with........are just a vehicle to carry in some sunshine and the light of the love in my heart for all you guys.
peace
i'll be back........oh yes i will
t
Good news to share. My surgery is May 8th. I really can't wait. Each day the pain from this damn thing pressing down on my nerve grows worse. It feels like I'm getting stabbed each time I make any movement.
I so relieved to have a date thou. I told him if he can't place it properly to take the SCS out!
I miss you all terribly. I really need to make more of an effort to visit. Even if just to let you know I'm thinking of you!
Tod....I know your hurtin my best buddy cause my phone is quiet. That's my signal your having terrible, terrible days. Just know you are not alone.
Love you all!
Deb
Love you all & Appreciate you even more cause I know how hard it is to get our asses on here.
It's bitter sweet, the fleeting moments we can acknowledge and enjoy.
Best,
:D
Dang mate..... think I may have fallen down the same hole.... damnit.... grumbles moans n groans here too....
Get to feeling better soon Bud....... n hope the trip to the Doc gets you sparkling-ish.... or at least shinier than mud.... 8-)
Sigh...... Sorry our Dear Tiger your hurtin so much still, nasty SCS placement thingy...... Ooooooh so crossing fingers for the 8th next month, you so deserve some relief n hoping for some smiles for you to... Awesome you got to spend some time with your daughter and grandsons, thats yaaaay.... 8-)'s ....n ((Hugs)) xoxox
Great big (((Hugs)))))) to our Sweet Hiero n Tonna...... awww so hope you guys are going on the better side of up.... Poor Hiero looks like she's fading to an outline,.... and our Tonna looks in a post karaoke party mode.... he he lol.....
Geeeez the LMBM has been quiet lately...... the neighbours will be starting to get worried soon, no cigar smoke or stinky fish smells, no strange escapees or a hollarin from the basement...... hmmmmm.....
Love ya all bunches..... n wishes up for Sparkles.. x
Deb good news on a date. Girl you are do for some fixing. Seems the SCS made a wrong turn. Hope they can tune you up and you get relief.
Seek I saw a you tube video that had this South African frog that was itty bitty and it just squeaks. Made me think of you cause I know that is how my favorite frog is feelin these days. Do you have a date for the infusions?
Dixie a quest to find that magic wand.
Tonna so glad you are back.
Love you so much my freaking fantastic friend.
I'm all shadow....
Love:D
baaaaaaaaaaaaaddd pain flare.
attendant bbbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddd depression.
but hangin in.
loves you all.
will be back when she can.
peace
t
Thanks Tod for putting this up. Sending my love to everyone here. You are always on my mind.......x