I saw it disappear my dear. Sometimes it gets to all of us. My best advice when it gets to you that much or you are just in "that" head space......stay away, take a break......simply do not go to the big board. I found it is better for my health. It can be hard to do, but in the long run it feels damn good.

Sending hugs, love, and comfort.

Tonna

oh..dang..you saw it, too.

one CL closed it right away.
another..I'm not sure what..don't think they can delete..maybe moved ?
unless DS deleted it that fast..in whixh case I'm in big trouble.

damnit..just a perfect storm this morning for ke to be stupid.

I better regather contact info.

I love you guys..you know that..hugs..jc

Damn it..guess I have to clarify..

I told another member..by name..to fuck off in the title and context of a post.
The rest of it pretty much doesn't matter.
I'm SUCH an ass..
I try to keep the interests of the board in mind..
Just a perfect storm of TOO much everything..

Mostly..too much stupid on my part.
I DON'T LET OTHERS CONTROL MY EMOTIONS..
I thought..damn it.

Anyway..as I keep saying today..sorry for being disruptive to the big board.

Hugs..jc

Don't Apologise! You did what many were thinking! Perfect Storms happen........pain out of control, you go to the board and help so many, coming across some one who is just being plain smart arse in their responses to good meaning people tips the best of us over!

It was taken down, don't beat yourself up! I got a warning once too. But I still stand by my position, there are all types of bullying, passive aggressive is this persons specialty ....... Just press ignore! We need you too much!

Tonna great to see you post! Hope you are on your way back to us! No pressure...understand. Love you though xx

Damn!
I always miss out on the fun! lol
Cry-Key! It must have been awful, to piss you off like that!
WE still love you JC! :D

Thanks, Hero..:-)
Didn't realise you're seen this and just explained it in hugs.

No..guess it wasn't that awful..
Just the wrong attitude coming at me at a bad time..

Really no good excuse on my part..
I HATE being disruptive on the board..
There's enough of that going on...in a far subtler fashion..:-)

Cry.Key..I haven't heard anyone say that in years..:-)
Thanks for your support..
Luvnhugs..jc

Yolkie just told me my post and her plus Iggy have disappeared ....Kat must be a CL honestly I was trying to being humorously friendly! X

OK..not here or on hugs..because they are public..
Can someone tell me what posts got deleted?

I'm lucky I just got a warning..it was a STRONG war in..said next would be banning.
Probably because it was a blatant personal attack..
That..for all I know..they won't see the provocation for..because of the passive-aggressive thing.
I thanked them for only giving me a warning..they sure could have suspended..or even banned me..for that one.
They said, though..that they had reports of my posts..plural bein'..inappropriate..or something of that nature.
I did have to say to them that it was actually a singular event on my part..and..obviously..they can read them and see that for themselves.
Makes me wonder which serial abuse reporter is trying to mqnipulate DS AGAIN.
Kinda dumb..'cause..as I told them..posts..hugs..all there to read..
Even said the only times 8I said anything in messages that someone might not like have been to MY FREINDS..:-) :-) :-)

Don't know how you guys are in this, though.
There warning said that..as they knew there is two sides to every story..other members..plural...would be contacted.
I assume one would be her..not sure what the rest was in reference to.


I KNOW THIS..WE CAN'T LOSE ANY OF US OVER THIS..I AM sorry I lost my composure..
I don't want to lose DS..or any single one of you..
So..we really need to get back to what we do best..
Holding each other up.

Love you guys..jc

Agreed x tighten the rope!

Have not heard that I get a warning yet......hope not.

LMBM is the place to BE ME! And you guys.....x

Oh crap.....Jan don't worry honey. You know what? I have no idea what any of this is about, but if you told someone to fuck off....I'm betting they deserved it! Jan, you are one of the MOST supportive and kind souls on all of DS. Yes....really:-). As rotten as things get, as bad as you feel, you are still on here giving support, kindness and sharing a laugh or two.

I do agree that we must put together a contact list....name, email addresses, and phone number. If you would like to be a part of a list please let me know. Admins...we need to decide some exclusion list. As some members here I don't know.....or even if they are here. Any ideas.

yeah, i got the email too, jan. next time they're using the ban-imator on me as well.

thanks for all the understandin' DS.

jan, i'm in the DS limelight because of what i said on the FDA petition post in response to her.

Yolkyjen...have you ever even had a warning before?

I understand why they aren't giving me the warning..warning..suspension..THEN banning thing..
What I said was a very personalized " attack" on another member..I really am lucky I wasn't just banned.

I've been kinda a vasket case with the cord-puncture..then withdrawal event..
I'm not sure I caught all that was said on that thread.

I guess what matters now is that NONE OF US allows anyone to have control of our emotions enough so that ANY of us ends up getting....baminated (?)..

I know she's not on this board..but..Jen..have you.never mind..I'm going to check on Iggy.

WE HAVE TO STAY TOGETHER......so..we have to help each other not be drawn into any controversy.

Sorry this seems a senseless ramble..I can't seem to articulate what I'm thinking any more.

Love you guys..
We'll be all right..
Hugs..jc

It is not a senseless ramble. We were all in a bad way. We invest in trust and honesty for those we care for....problem is we are in a public forum. We can all help each other vent when something is getting to us.

We all need each other, so Jan don't worry......you are on intense "watch" for awhile for your own protection! I will see if I can find some kind of alert code for us to use! Ha ha....time for humor......

Where are the guys? We need T and his wonderful dry humor, we need Steva's quick sarcasm and wit! We need Matt to keep us young in spirit! We are lucky to have our Green friend, ever reliable and wonderful Seek!

No one is getting banned! Yolkie and Jan.......we need you both! Seems not real fair, but we are the guests here.....x

Now girls behave yourselves! Or I will take you over my knee and spank you! Naughty Naughty!

Remember Sugar and Spice and everything ....... well that's just a little too boring huh?

Relax glad you are still here. I love all the way you are.