Let me be Me Community Group
A support group for those of us that need a safe place to share what ails us. Or what doesn't! This group is your group so you can be the person you really are, no need to pretend, no need to create some successful cyber image. Whether sharing our trials and tribulations, or our success's in life. Whether in sadness and needing comfort and support, or just...
I love you guys and I've been thinking about you all alot. I don't know how often, if ever anyone comes here anymore, but I wanted to post an update just in case :)
I've published a poetry book. I've actually put my writing in a book and made it available lol. If anyone wants to have a look the link is as follows: http://www.lulu.com/shop/becky-ellen-johnson/capturing-kapiti-landscapes-and-mindscapes/paperback/product-23247909.html
If I had one wish it would be that this group could come alive again. I miss you all so much.
Been a long time . So Happy you are published !!! Just ordered your book from Barnes and Noble , Can't wait to read your mindscapes.
I would love to see everyone come back to "Let me be Me" as well. Although it's been months since i have come here. I guess this new format seems limited compared to what we originally had .
I hope things are looking up for you and all is well. You publishing your poems is a sign for the better for you, I am happy for you.
I'm doing ok My Health is stable but pain and fatigue been getting in the way of progress. I'm Trying to get my "Rage against the Dying of the Light" back. When I first joined Let me be Me I was angry ....kicking biting and hair pulling .... trying to rid myself of my affliction But now i guess it's acceptance of what it is. I would rather have the energy for good bare knuckle fight for my health .... The future isn't set so maybe there is hope in the next dawn.?!!
I am looking forward to reading your book !!
Hugs
Steva, keep up the good fight. With you I am!
I'm glad your health is stable but yeah, I get what you mean about the acceptance vs the fight. Big big hugs. There is always hope and with us in this group, even though we're drifting, there's always love.
I hope you and everyone have a good holiday season and are staying warm/cool with whatever actual season you are in. So much love,
I want to BUY the book..but, I want it signed. Can I just buy it from you directly ?
I can't get to that link.
Luvnhugs, all
I love you guys.
God, I wish we would hear from Steve and the Big Dog.
Been thinking about Hero lately.. I'm planning a natural burial, too....
So, maybe she and I will be running into each other sooner than the rest of us...
Maybe she'll have revolved into a butterfly, and me a.... bee or something.. and we'll both be checking out the same flower.
I'd be like, "Hero! Awesome to see you, you look great.!"..
I don't get to hear her answer, though, because the flower interrupts with...
" Do y'all mind.. I'm enjoying the quiet."
Anndd.. It's freakin' Janis Joplin !!!!
... So, we be quiet.
Sorry I haven't been around lately . It's the start of summer after a cold wet Spring and have tons of things to get done before the cold winter sets in again.
I have been working on farm and yard equipment to maintain my property dodging the weather and other set backs puts me behind my zealous schedule.
Don't be QUIET ! YELL from the mountain tops we want to hear you.
I love Janis Joplin too, like "Little Girl Blues" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYHJ_A8qnXw: and "Summer Time" and many more, But the poor gal lived her blues and died so young .
But you and I have lived a long happy life with years to go before the long sleep.
I prefer "A Summer Song" form Chad and Jeremy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYOP7WH1T90
I told you I had a lousy winter loosing My MOM and DAD and my oldest Sister, We had a ceremony on my folks property where we put to the wind their ashes (as were their wishes) in the orchard with many generations of family and close friends, it was beautiful.
A natural burial is wonderful, make you final wishes known ...what songs be your favorite what flowers you love the most your favorite memories, what you want family to have..... but don't throw in the towel to soon . There are many folks wishing you to stay, ME for One, keep fighting and loving.
I enjoy you would love to call again soon. Best time ...evening , morning when the moon is full? Let me know.
I would love to meet you as well as others on "Let Me Be Me " someday soon.
Love and Gentle Hugs Hon
Steva!!
And then I finally get back in to see JC and Steva... My heart... I'm so glad.
You guys have been on my mind so much of late and it's been so hard not to be able to just come on and send love and hugs.
I love you all so much. You've been in my heart even across the time and distance.
Bex congrats. I think I knew book was coming from Insta. Don't follow FB so much anymore. Will be connecting t your link. We are always going to be here I just feel it.
Has anyone heard from Steve? He is the only one I haven't seen on any media so I worry. Still keep up with our Big Dog from Dixie cause there is a connection between her husband and him. Dixie's husband may have cancer back again:(.
Stevan finally good ole Arkansas after almost 3 three years of passed vote has gotten a few growers and dispensaries open. I hope to go that route by October.
Actually had to go that route on vacay last week while in Cali due to hubby forgetting to pack up my bits of hydro. It was pretty Alice In Wonderland. Cali is recreational . He went. Told guy I left pills at home and need something for pain. Ended up with an indica called purple grandaddy. A vape, oil concentrate 88%thc maybe more. Glued me to a chair until I learned to hold away from mouth and take a gentle puff. Won't be finding that at a medical dispensary .
Boy was I stoned.
My son has a card and has found a good Indica so he says. I am tired of PM and pills that don't work and don't want to ever go back to what I had been on.
Brother I am with you on the fight to regain a figment of my old life. Then I think of Steve and Janis and I just say F it. Let's do the best we can with what we got.
JC I miss you so much, Want to talk when you can. 501 951 0912. Tell me to come and see you. Thinking the boys might be with your sister this summer. I laughed at your scenario with you and Hero.. Then I cried to think what was on your mind my love. Know you are not alone we are here loving you so much.
Bex keep coming. Steva I am so sorry for all your loss. Take it easy with that equipment . Not forgetting that picture of all those bales of hay. Go fishing.. Time for fresh fish and a cigar.
For sure each and everyone of you would have laughed your asses off at a stoned granny. We were around Santa Monica and Venice Beach. One day drove through McDonalds. I said I just wanted a bottle of water and cup of ice. Looked at menu blurted out to hubby I also wanted a #2 and a vanilla milkshake. Prior sat in car having to pee but couldn't leave cause I was having a laugh fest. No I didn't pee my pants.
Stoned hippie