Josh is really miserable. He had his hopes up to get out of the hospital last weekend and now his fever is back up again, he has bad mouth sores and mucusitis, and he hasn't eaten for five days (I thought it was only three days). He's back to not being able to talk and has to type everything. Tom hasn't been to work all week. Luckily my mom has stayed away since she has a cold. I can't stand being here alone with her so if she comes back Tom and will go back to Goshen, although we did promise Josh we would stay here with him until he gets out of the hospital.

Carolin, volunteering sounds great. Thats' what I would do if Ifelt better and strong enough to do it.

Here at the hospital I do what I can for Josh. But I am still so limited and I just really hate it. Sometimes I have to go lay down on the couch where I sleep.