OOps, looks like this entry printed itself twice----oh well. It's about 3:30 in the morning and I just had to report that Tom and I have been joking around for the last hour and having a good time. Also I have been e-mailing people who I have not talked to in a long time and it feels good to get reconnected. My step sister is one of the people I am back in contact with. She is really wonderful and I would love to see her again if we can ever get together across the miles. The other person is Josh's sixth grade teacher who has reached out to me many times, knowing that I was struggling with depression. She has helped out many times, giving Josh rides home from school when Tom and I were both working and couldn't pick him up. So the truth is that there are many good people in my life if I would just take off the glasses that cause me to look at everything through lenses of doom and despair.