Today was better, Lst night was kind of rough and I kind of vented about here a little bit. Went to the GYN doctor today. He said that there was no hurry for me to have a hysterectomy which was good news. He put me back on the med that stops my period and it works really well for me.

Visited Josh tonight and that went well. He's okay with Tom and I going to the beach together this weekend. He also picked out a cabin for us at Turkey Run state park comparing the various ones that were available. He really has matured so much.