To everyone: I am very sorry that I have not been around much these past several weeks. I will try to explain why I have been gone so much. I recently realized that using the computer triggers abuse issues for me. An elaborate computer was used in correlation with the trauma I went through as a child and I am trying to figure out how to work through this. Please know that I love you all very much and miss my interactions with all of you. I hate having to deal with this, and I don't like having to avoid using the computer, especially when I need to use it for so many things and since I have such wonderful friends here who I miss very much. So I'm just asking to please be patient with me while I work on these issues. If I disappear for a while from time to time don't worry about me or think that I am leaving. I will NEVER leave DS as long as I have such wonderful friends here who have shown me so much wonderful care and support. I will get though this and find a way to be free of my past. Thank you all for your support and understanding. love and hugs, Heidi
Dear Heidi,
You don't have to apologise but thank you for explaining. I do get concerned when you disappear but understand the reasons behind it. I am always here if i can support in any other way. You bring so much to ds and to me as a friend. I pray you can work through this and be free xxx
Dear Heidi, there is no need to apologise my friend. We will be here for you in what ever capasity you need. Like Daisy if I can help in any way I will.
Heidi,
So sorry that things have been rough for you. I will always be here , too. WHenever you are ready we'll be here so don't worry at all about taking time off for yourself. We all understand.
You don't have to apologise but thank you for explaining. I do get concerned when you disappear but understand the reasons behind it. I am always here if i can support in any other way. You bring so much to ds and to me as a friend. I pray you can work through this and be free xxx
Take care Heidi, we love you. XXXX
So sorry that things have been rough for you. I will always be here , too. WHenever you are ready we'll be here so don't worry at all about taking time off for yourself. We all understand.