Met with Carrie from church and decided to tell her what I really thought. She handled it well and did not tell me I was going to hell for asking so many questions and expressing so much doubt. I'm just being honest. Saw Josh's friend Logan at the part and he has been in some legal trouble. He said he was on probation. He didn't say what he did and I didn't ask but I did tell him to stay out of trouble and asked him if he had time to see Josh, although I am not sure I want Josh hanging out with Logan now that he has legal trouble. I never thought much of Logan as I have said here many times before but since Josh has so few friends I still try to get them together when possible.