so my life has been full of scares and sadness and joy but how can my life ever be normal. I never know if I will wake up in the morning because of how strong my asthma attacks come. but now I have a bigger reality check because one of my Best friends just passed away because no one heard her when she could not breath. now I dont know how to deal with this and know that my asthma is sending me crazy. I wish i knew what to do and knew who i could go and talk with it is so hard sometimes