maintaining mental status
Wondering about how everyone here finds a way to keep their mental status in the positive direction. I'm in relatively good health following j-pouch surgery back in 2001 and surgery again last year for an intestinal obstruction but I seem to be developing, for a few years now, a lot of angst over my medical history, and the ongoing challenges that are part of life with j-pouch. I've been withdrawing more and more from the social scene. Feels like I'm going bi-polar. Usually the days start positive but before long I start drifting in the opposite direction. Not sure if this is a result of flying solo, being single and 40, a symptom of feeling defeat from UC, or frustrations with life being so much different that I had planned.....
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