Having PCOS is so frustrating & it's especially upsetting to see my cousin's being able to pop out babies just fine, & here I sit with infertility problems. I feel like why does it have to be me that suffers with PCOS, & it seems like my cousin's get lucky to have body's that seem to be working more properly. It definitely feels like they are smearing it in my face, even though none of us women can control what our body's do. Some of our body's work properly & some don't, unfortunately we can not control our body's & tell them to spit out mature eggs & tell them to fertilize with the sperm. I wish it could happen like that, but God didn't create our body's to work like that. Being here on Daily Strength does make me feel better because all of you ladies are going through the same thing I am, I'm far from the only one that's struggling with infertility so I know I'm not alone with having difficulties getting pregnant. And also because I'm seeing a fertility specialist, it's amazing how many couples right here in Kansas City where my husband & I live are struggling with infertility issues. When I think about those couples right here in our area, that makes me feel better too. But yes it's still hard & frustrating. We recently did an IUI cycle with oral meds & injectables & the IUI failed my husband & I were very upset. So now we're waiting for the money to come that will pay for another IUI round, & it's been frustrating & I'm losing my patience waiting for it. So I would very much appreciate your prayers for me to be able to get through this waiting time, & I would appreciate prayers for this next IUI cycle when it happens, to work. Thanks for letting me vent, I hope I didn't bore anyone.