I still remember the tugging at my heart all those years I wanted a child and didn't have one. I assumed that once I had a child, it would go away, and never return--but I'm feeling it again. It isn't exactly the same as before, because I experience so much joy because of my daughter, but it still hurts. In fact, I worry about not being able to give my daughter a sister or a brother, & what it would be like for her to grow up alone. Is this feeling here because she is getting bigger (and less of a baby)? I really believe I will have another child, it's just the wondering when!
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