BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME CRAZY STUFF AND DECIDED TO STAY OFF THE GROUP. GOT DELAYED BECAUSE I GOT SICK. I REALLY JUST DIDN'T WANT TO BRING ANYONE DOWN WITH MY TROUBLES.
HEY WOLF, DON'T EVER THINK THAT YOU CAN'T SHARE YOUR TROUBLES WITH US. WE ARE HERE TO LISTEN AND SUPPORT! AND WE WORRY WHEN WE DON'T HEAR FROM YOU.
we'd rather here from you good or bad than hear nothin at all.
a good friend accepts a friend thru rain or shine.
sometimes talkin helps wolves and humans
so give us a try my friend
we do kno u had problems with your woman
we all kno women can b a prob. lol just kiddin ladies .
i do kno that 'humans' CAN B A PROBLEM, LOL
LIFE FOR MOST PPL IS MORE ERRORS THAN GOOD POINTS ,
SO SMILE MY FRIEND LIFE SUX ANYWAYS.!
WE CAN'T HEAR THAT GREAT WOLF BUT
WE ARE GOOD NLISTENERS.
PROBABLY BETTER THAN MOST PPL WHO HAVE GOOD EARS.
WE'RE HERE FOR YA MR WOLF.
I KNOW I CERTAINLY VENT ABOUT MY FAMILY AND CLASS-WORK HERE OFTEN ENOUGH. TONIGHT IS MY FINAL EXAM AND I'M SCARED STIFF. COWBOY, IF YOU SHARE, WE'LL TRY TO GIVE GOOD ADVICE :)
HEY UH WENZ? YOU SAID TO ME IF I SHARE YOU'LL TRY TO GIVE GOOD ADVICE , I DO OCCASIONALY SHARE WITH YA'LL WAT'S GOIN ON , GEEZES I'D RUN OUTA PC INK , LOL. N PC'S DON'T USE INK, PRINTERS DO.LOL
WITH MY ARTHRITIS AT LEAST THE ARTH. IN MY HANDS NOT THE OTHER SPOTS,
IT'S HARD 4 ME 2 TYPE THAT MUCH.LOL.
I GUESS I COULD DO A LITTLE AT A TIME .
BUT MY POINT I WAS MAKIN HERE IS WE WERE TELLIN WOLF (NICK) THAT WE'RE HERE 2 HELP HIM. OR JUST LISTEN LIKE A COUNSELOR OR GREAT FRIEND SHOULD.
BUT I PROLLY SHOULD UNLOAD SUM OFMY OWN HERE 2 ,
I WAS MAINLY CONCERENED ABOUT OUR PART TIMERS HERE THINKIN THIS IS ONLY A CHAT SITE INSTEAD OF IT'S ORIGINAL INTENSION, BUT THEN AGAIN THIS WOULD B A DEAD GROUP IF WE DIDN'T 'SOCIALIZE ,LOL I LOVE THIS GROUP N WOULD MISS IT IF IT DISSAPEARED.
ALSO YOUR CLASS PROJECTS YOU NEEDN'T FEAR , TRY TO FIND WAT RELAXES YOU THE MOST & DO THAT BEFORE TESTS N ECT. WHETHER IT B MUSIC,TV, PRAYING,MEDITATIN, YOGA,POLKAS', DO IT 4 ABOUT AN HR BEFORE SCHOOL IF POSSIBLE N WAT YOU LEARNED SHOULD FLOW TO YOU THE LESS NERVOUS/SCARED U ARE.
WED. WORK STARTED ABOUT 7 AM TIL NOONISH THEN AGAIN ABOUT 8 PM TIL 1 - 2 AM .
WHERE I PUT TIMES LIKE 1 - 2 PM N NOONISH , IT DEPENDED ON HOW LONG THE JOB TOOK,
WHICH NOT ONLY INCLUDED MILKIN COWS, BUT DELIVERIN CALVES, BOTTLE FEEDING CALVES, FEEDIN COWS, GOIN TO THE OTHER BARN WITH TRACTOR, BRINGIN STRAW,HAY N FEED , CLEANIN STALLS BARN, PADDOCK WITH SKIDSTEER, (BIGGER THAN THE LITTLE BOBCAT LOADERS).
SOME COWS HAD TO B MILKED INTO BUCKETS , MOST WERE DONE WITH PIPELINE HOOKED TO MILKERS WHICH TRANSFERED MILK TO 5OOO GAL TANK.
THE BUCKET MILKED COWS WERE ONES WHO'D DELIVERED CALVES 3 DAYS B4. OR SICK COWS GOT BUCKET MILKED.
i'll add more to this later, i spent a long time typin here, n i looked up n all that writin was gone, hopefully sum got saved when i copied it to paste in case that happened.
FARM WORK IS LIKE HOUSE WORK, IT IS NEVER DONE. JUST WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT FINISHED, ITS TIME TO START IT ALL OVER AGAIN. BUT FOR ME, AND MY FAMILY TOO I GUESS, FARM WORK IS A LABOR OF LOVE. I ALWAYS ENJOYED WORKING AROUND THE ANIMALS AND NOW THAT I CAN'T DO IT ANY MORE, I MISS IT TERRIBLY. COWS, HORSES, DOGS, GOATS, RABBITS, WHAT EVER, ANIMALS DON'T JUDGE YOU LIKE HUMANS DO. THEY ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE, NOT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE OR WHAT YOU CAN'T DO.
I ACTUALLY GREW UP IN A FARMING COMMUNITY... SO I UNDERSTAND THAT. IT IS A LABOR OF LOVE - NO ONE IS THERE TO TELL YOU WHAT A DIFFERENCE YOU MAKE. WHAT I THINK MOST OF MY CLASSMATES IN COLLEGE DIDN'T REALIZE WAS THAT EVERY SEASON FOR A FARMER IS "BUSY SEASON". THERE IS ALWAYS THAT ONE MORE THING TO DO. THE BIRTHING ANIMALS AT 2 AM. THE COW WITH THE TWISTED STOMACH. THE PRIZED COW THAT HAS A PROLAPED UTERUS. YOUR LIFE IS LIVED WITH THE LAND, NOT ON IT. IT IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART.
COWBOY, YOU HAVE MY ADMIRATION FOR BEING STRONG ENOUGH TO KEEP DOING IT, DAY IN AND DAY OUT. I WENT AWAY TO COLLEGE AND NEVER LOOKED BACK. I HAVE REGRETS, YES. BUT I WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH, MENTALLY/EMOTIONALLY/PHYSICALLY TO DO IT. EVEN IF YOU DON'T GET THE CAPE AND TIGHTS, YOU ARE STILL MY HERO.
FEEL FREE TO VENT ANYTIME YOU NEED TO.... I STILL SAY THIS IS A NO-JUDGEMENT ZONE.
I HAVE TRIED JOINING OTHER GROUPS, BUT THIS IS THE ONLY ONE THAT MAKES ME FEEL WELCOM EVEN THOUGH AT TIMES I DON'T FEEL THAT I BELONG HERE. I HAVE COME TO LOVE ALL YOU FOLKS HERE AND LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING WHAT YOU'RE UP TO, AND WHAT KIND OF TRIALS YOU ARE FACING. I WOULD LIKE TO THINK THAT IN SOME WAY I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HELP YOU WITH SOME, BUT AM NOT SO FOOLISH TO BELIEVE THAT I REALLY HAVE. AND YES WENZ, IT IS THE PERFECT "NO-JUDGEMENT ZONE." A PLACE TO VENT, TO SHARE, AND FEEL AT HOME.
THANK YOU WENZ , I WAS BORN IN THE CITY OF DETROIT, MI. BUT I NEVER EVER LEARNED TO LIKE CITY LIKE, IT SEEMED TO ME , BORING, I CALLED CITY LIFE 'BOX LIFE' YOU GO TO WORK, GO HOME , YOU GO TO WORK GO HOME, SAME OLE EVERYDAY .
MY DREAM AS A KID WAS ALWAYS TO HAVE MY OWN FARM AWAY FROM CITY LIFE .
EVEN AS A KID I REALIZED MOST PPL THAT LIVE A COUNTRY LIFE ALTHO IT CAN B STRESSFUL AT TIMES IT DOES HAVE THE SAME HUSSLE BUSTLE CITY LIFE U CAN GO OUT YOUR BACK DOOR N LET THINGS GO EASIER THAN IN THE CITY , CITY WITH NEIGHBORS WACHIN YOUR EVERY MOVE , NO PEACE NOR PRIVACY.
IT'S NOT THAT YOU'RE WEAK WENZ ,. WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT DREAMS/ OR PURPOSES IN LIFE. IN MANY WAYS YOU ARE TOUGH TOO.. LIKE DOCTORS FOR EXAMPLE IF THEY DIDN'T WORK HARD WE'D ALL SUFFER MORE THAN JUST TRYIN TO PAY HIS BILL,LOL
FARMING IS A 24/7365 A YR JOB , BUT SO ARE MANY OTHER THINGS .
THERE WAS 1 MORNIN, HE HAD MY FRIEND WHO WORKED SUM SHIFTS IN HIS BARN TOO, SOMETIMES WE WORKED TOGETHER.
BUT SHE CALLED ME AT 8 :00 AM AND ASKED IF SHE WOKE ME ,I SAID NO.
BUT SHE ASKED IF WQE COULD SWITCH 1 SHIFT , HER KID NEEDED SUMTHI, SO I DID, BUT SHE ASKED ME WHAT I WAS DOIN UP AT 8, SHE THOUGHT I'D B SLEEPIN,
I SAID JUST SETTIN HERE EATIN POPCORN N DRINKIN BEER.LOL
SHE ASKED R U SURE U CAN COME IN SOON? NEVER A PROB FOR ME TO DO 4 HER.LOL
SHE WAs my only salvation workin with that guy.lol
I DID FINALY GET WHAT I NEEDED FROM MY SLAVEDRIVER BOSS,
HE CALLED ME IN HIS OFFICE 1 DAY AFTER A LONG TIME DECIDING TO NOT DO AS A GOOD JOB AS I USED TO THERE, I NEVER NEGLECTED THE NEEDS FOR THE COWS BUT DOIN EXTRA THINGS HE WANTED DONE I QUIT DOING ,
LIKE ON MY ONLY DAY OFF HE WANTED ME TO STOP BY THE BARN N MAKE SURE THE GUY HE HIRED TO TAKE PLACE OF ME FOR MY DAY OFF WAS ,HE WANTED ME TO STOP BY THE FARM N MAKE SURE THE NEW GUY WAS THERE DOIN HIS JOB , OF COURSE NO EXTRA LITTLE BONUS OR EVEN A TY.
I DID STOP BY FOR A COUPLE MONTHS N THEN 1 DAY HE ASKED ME TO DO IT I JUST FLAT OUT SAID NO, LOL HE SAID .. DID U SAY NO? I SAID YUP I SAID NO, HE WENT QUIET N HUNG UP THE PHONE,LOL
EVENTIALY HE REALIZED MY HEAT WASN'T INTO WORKIN WITH HIM ? WELL THANK GOD ! about TIME!
HE CALLED ME IN HIS OFFICE WHEN I WENT IN FOR MY AFTERNOON SHIFT , & HE SAID UH DAN YOUR NOT MILKIN THIS AFTERNOON , THAT WAS MUSIC TO MY SOUL.
HE SAID I'M NOT FIRING YOU, IM NOT LAYING YOU OFF BUT YOUR NOT WORKIN MY BARN ANYMORE .
DAGNAMT THAT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY I HAD IN A LONG TIME !
HE SAID YOU CAN GO TALK TO TIM , HE SPEAKS HIGHLY OF YOU .
KOOL I THOUGHT, I BEEN TRYIIN TO GET IN TIMS BARN FOR OVER A YR.
SO I WENT N TALK TO TIM , HIS WIFE WAS IN THE BARN TIM WAS AT HOME DRUNK AS USUAL,LOL BUT WHEN HE WAS THERE HE WAS GOOD 2 WORK WITH,MANY PPL TOLD ME THAT ..
BUT TAMMY SAID AS OF RIGHT NOW WERE OK ON HELP, BUT I'LL CALL U WHEN I GET SOMETHIN,
ABOUT A WEEK LATER (NICE VACATION ) SHE CALLED N I WORKED THERE BARN FOR A COUPLE YRS . WHICH WAS ALL STRAIGHT SHIFTS, AVERAGE OF ONLY 10 YRS UP TO 24 HRS, BUT I GOT MORE SLEEP IN THAT TIME, STILL BROKEN SLEEP CUZ OF THE TIME OF SPLIT SHIFTS.LOL
UNTIL A FRIEND OF MINE OF 15 YRS TOLD ME HE NEEDED HELP WITH HIS CONSTRUCTION JOB .L;
SO I WENT TO WORK WITH HIM.
I GUESS I WAS BORN INTO FARM WORK. MOM AND DAD ALWAYS LIVED ON A FARM EVEN THOUGH WE MOVED MORE OFTEN THAN I CARE TO REMEMBERE. BY THE TIME I WAS 10 MY OLDER SISTER AND I HAD BEEN TAKING TURNS HELPING DAD WITH THE DAILY BARN CHORES FOR A COUPLE YEARS. SO ON THEIR ANNIVERSARY WE DECIDED TO GET UP REAL EARLY AND SNEAK OUT AND DO THE CHORES BY OURSELVES SO THEY COULD SLEEP IN. LOL WE HAD THOSE COWS MILKED AND TURNED BACK OUT, AND OURSELVES BACK UP IN OUR BEDROOM BEFORE MOM AND DAD WOKE UP. GETTING UP THAT EARLY, WE WERE QUITE TIRED AND FELL ASLEEP BEFORE THE FOLKS WERE UP. NOT KNOWING WHAT WE HAD DONE DAD WENT OUT TO TAKE CARE OF THE CHORES AT THE USUAL HOUR. WE WOKE UP TO HEAR DAD'S DEEP GRUMBLING VOICE COMPLAINING ABOUT THOSE #$%*^%$*&^$ COWS! LOL, HE SPENT NEARLY AN HOUR TRYING TO GET THEM INTO THE BARN, ONLY TO GET ALMOST NO MILK OUT OF THEM. BOY WAS HE ANGRY! BUT CONFUSED AS WELL. WE HURRIED DOWN TO THE KITCHEN AND TOLD HIM THAT WE HAD GOTTEN UP EARLY AND MILKED THEM OURSELVES. WE HAD TO SHOW THEM ALL THE MILK WE HAD GOTTEN BEFORE EITHER HE OR MOM WOULD BELIEVE US BECAUSE WE HAD ALSO CLEANED UP ALL THE MILK BUCKETS AND MACHINES. WE LEFT EVERYTHING THE WAY WE FOUND IT. WE MUST HAVE DONE A SPECTACTULAR JOB SINCE THEY HAD NO CLUE THAT WE HAD TOUCHED ANY OF IT. LOL
WE ALL GOT A BIG LAUGH OUT OF IT THAT DAY, BUT FROM THAT DAY FORWARD, PAULINE (BIG SIS) AND I WERE STUCK DOING THE EVENING CHORES AFTER SCHOOL EVERY DAY. I GUESS OUR ANNIVERSARY GIFT TO THEM SORT OF BACKFIRED. LOL
a good friend accepts a friend thru rain or shine.
sometimes talkin helps wolves and humans
so give us a try my friend
we do kno u had problems with your woman
we all kno women can b a prob. lol just kiddin ladies .
i do kno that 'humans' CAN B A PROBLEM, LOL
LIFE FOR MOST PPL IS MORE ERRORS THAN GOOD POINTS ,
SO SMILE MY FRIEND LIFE SUX ANYWAYS.!
WE CAN'T HEAR THAT GREAT WOLF BUT
WE ARE GOOD NLISTENERS.
PROBABLY BETTER THAN MOST PPL WHO HAVE GOOD EARS.
WE'RE HERE FOR YA MR WOLF.
WITH MY ARTHRITIS AT LEAST THE ARTH. IN MY HANDS NOT THE OTHER SPOTS,
IT'S HARD 4 ME 2 TYPE THAT MUCH.LOL.
I GUESS I COULD DO A LITTLE AT A TIME .
BUT MY POINT I WAS MAKIN HERE IS WE WERE TELLIN WOLF (NICK) THAT WE'RE HERE 2 HELP HIM. OR JUST LISTEN LIKE A COUNSELOR OR GREAT FRIEND SHOULD.
BUT I PROLLY SHOULD UNLOAD SUM OFMY OWN HERE 2 ,
I WAS MAINLY CONCERENED ABOUT OUR PART TIMERS HERE THINKIN THIS IS ONLY A CHAT SITE INSTEAD OF IT'S ORIGINAL INTENSION, BUT THEN AGAIN THIS WOULD B A DEAD GROUP IF WE DIDN'T 'SOCIALIZE ,LOL I LOVE THIS GROUP N WOULD MISS IT IF IT DISSAPEARED.
ALSO YOUR CLASS PROJECTS YOU NEEDN'T FEAR , TRY TO FIND WAT RELAXES YOU THE MOST & DO THAT BEFORE TESTS N ECT. WHETHER IT B MUSIC,TV, PRAYING,MEDITATIN, YOGA,POLKAS', DO IT 4 ABOUT AN HR BEFORE SCHOOL IF POSSIBLE N WAT YOU LEARNED SHOULD FLOW TO YOU THE LESS NERVOUS/SCARED U ARE.
WHERE I PUT TIMES LIKE 1 - 2 PM N NOONISH , IT DEPENDED ON HOW LONG THE JOB TOOK,
WHICH NOT ONLY INCLUDED MILKIN COWS, BUT DELIVERIN CALVES, BOTTLE FEEDING CALVES, FEEDIN COWS, GOIN TO THE OTHER BARN WITH TRACTOR, BRINGIN STRAW,HAY N FEED , CLEANIN STALLS BARN, PADDOCK WITH SKIDSTEER, (BIGGER THAN THE LITTLE BOBCAT LOADERS).
SOME COWS HAD TO B MILKED INTO BUCKETS , MOST WERE DONE WITH PIPELINE HOOKED TO MILKERS WHICH TRANSFERED MILK TO 5OOO GAL TANK.
THE BUCKET MILKED COWS WERE ONES WHO'D DELIVERED CALVES 3 DAYS B4. OR SICK COWS GOT BUCKET MILKED.
i'll add more to this later, i spent a long time typin here, n i looked up n all that writin was gone, hopefully sum got saved when i copied it to paste in case that happened.
COWBOY, YOU HAVE MY ADMIRATION FOR BEING STRONG ENOUGH TO KEEP DOING IT, DAY IN AND DAY OUT. I WENT AWAY TO COLLEGE AND NEVER LOOKED BACK. I HAVE REGRETS, YES. BUT I WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH, MENTALLY/EMOTIONALLY/PHYSICALLY TO DO IT. EVEN IF YOU DON'T GET THE CAPE AND TIGHTS, YOU ARE STILL MY HERO.
FEEL FREE TO VENT ANYTIME YOU NEED TO.... I STILL SAY THIS IS A NO-JUDGEMENT ZONE.
MY DREAM AS A KID WAS ALWAYS TO HAVE MY OWN FARM AWAY FROM CITY LIFE .
EVEN AS A KID I REALIZED MOST PPL THAT LIVE A COUNTRY LIFE ALTHO IT CAN B STRESSFUL AT TIMES IT DOES HAVE THE SAME HUSSLE BUSTLE CITY LIFE U CAN GO OUT YOUR BACK DOOR N LET THINGS GO EASIER THAN IN THE CITY , CITY WITH NEIGHBORS WACHIN YOUR EVERY MOVE , NO PEACE NOR PRIVACY.
IT'S NOT THAT YOU'RE WEAK WENZ ,. WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT DREAMS/ OR PURPOSES IN LIFE. IN MANY WAYS YOU ARE TOUGH TOO.. LIKE DOCTORS FOR EXAMPLE IF THEY DIDN'T WORK HARD WE'D ALL SUFFER MORE THAN JUST TRYIN TO PAY HIS BILL,LOL
THERE WAS 1 MORNIN, HE HAD MY FRIEND WHO WORKED SUM SHIFTS IN HIS BARN TOO, SOMETIMES WE WORKED TOGETHER.
BUT SHE CALLED ME AT 8 :00 AM AND ASKED IF SHE WOKE ME ,I SAID NO.
BUT SHE ASKED IF WQE COULD SWITCH 1 SHIFT , HER KID NEEDED SUMTHI, SO I DID, BUT SHE ASKED ME WHAT I WAS DOIN UP AT 8, SHE THOUGHT I'D B SLEEPIN,
I SAID JUST SETTIN HERE EATIN POPCORN N DRINKIN BEER.LOL
SHE ASKED R U SURE U CAN COME IN SOON? NEVER A PROB FOR ME TO DO 4 HER.LOL
SHE WAs my only salvation workin with that guy.lol
I DID FINALY GET WHAT I NEEDED FROM MY SLAVEDRIVER BOSS,
HE CALLED ME IN HIS OFFICE 1 DAY AFTER A LONG TIME DECIDING TO NOT DO AS A GOOD JOB AS I USED TO THERE, I NEVER NEGLECTED THE NEEDS FOR THE COWS BUT DOIN EXTRA THINGS HE WANTED DONE I QUIT DOING ,
LIKE ON MY ONLY DAY OFF HE WANTED ME TO STOP BY THE BARN N MAKE SURE THE GUY HE HIRED TO TAKE PLACE OF ME FOR MY DAY OFF WAS ,HE WANTED ME TO STOP BY THE FARM N MAKE SURE THE NEW GUY WAS THERE DOIN HIS JOB , OF COURSE NO EXTRA LITTLE BONUS OR EVEN A TY.
I DID STOP BY FOR A COUPLE MONTHS N THEN 1 DAY HE ASKED ME TO DO IT I JUST FLAT OUT SAID NO, LOL HE SAID .. DID U SAY NO? I SAID YUP I SAID NO, HE WENT QUIET N HUNG UP THE PHONE,LOL
EVENTIALY HE REALIZED MY HEAT WASN'T INTO WORKIN WITH HIM ? WELL THANK GOD ! about TIME!
HE CALLED ME IN HIS OFFICE WHEN I WENT IN FOR MY AFTERNOON SHIFT , & HE SAID UH DAN YOUR NOT MILKIN THIS AFTERNOON , THAT WAS MUSIC TO MY SOUL.
HE SAID I'M NOT FIRING YOU, IM NOT LAYING YOU OFF BUT YOUR NOT WORKIN MY BARN ANYMORE .
DAGNAMT THAT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY I HAD IN A LONG TIME !
HE SAID YOU CAN GO TALK TO TIM , HE SPEAKS HIGHLY OF YOU .
KOOL I THOUGHT, I BEEN TRYIIN TO GET IN TIMS BARN FOR OVER A YR.
SO I WENT N TALK TO TIM , HIS WIFE WAS IN THE BARN TIM WAS AT HOME DRUNK AS USUAL,LOL BUT WHEN HE WAS THERE HE WAS GOOD 2 WORK WITH,MANY PPL TOLD ME THAT ..
BUT TAMMY SAID AS OF RIGHT NOW WERE OK ON HELP, BUT I'LL CALL U WHEN I GET SOMETHIN,
ABOUT A WEEK LATER (NICE VACATION ) SHE CALLED N I WORKED THERE BARN FOR A COUPLE YRS . WHICH WAS ALL STRAIGHT SHIFTS, AVERAGE OF ONLY 10 YRS UP TO 24 HRS, BUT I GOT MORE SLEEP IN THAT TIME, STILL BROKEN SLEEP CUZ OF THE TIME OF SPLIT SHIFTS.LOL
UNTIL A FRIEND OF MINE OF 15 YRS TOLD ME HE NEEDED HELP WITH HIS CONSTRUCTION JOB .L;
SO I WENT TO WORK WITH HIM.
WE ALL GOT A BIG LAUGH OUT OF IT THAT DAY, BUT FROM THAT DAY FORWARD, PAULINE (BIG SIS) AND I WERE STUCK DOING THE EVENING CHORES AFTER SCHOOL EVERY DAY. I GUESS OUR ANNIVERSARY GIFT TO THEM SORT OF BACKFIRED. LOL