I use drugs and alcohol to take my mind off of everything thats going on in my life.
Alcohol makes me really energetic and happy and gives me the confidence that I don't usually have - so I try to drink whenever I can so that I can block out the pain and be confident with myself.
I use drugs for mainly the same reason - it gets me away from whatevers happening and takes me to an alternative reality where I have no worries.
It also gives me an AMAZING high where I feel like I can do anything and I'm on top of the world.. the come down isn't always great though and can be quite destructive..
I am rather high and drunk right now iiiiiiiiiiiiiiincase you didnt realise!!! haha
I DONT WANT TO USE ANYMORE BUT ITS THE ONLY WAY I CAN BE HAPPY!!
I HATE THAT IM DEPENDANT ON THIS STUFF BUT IT RELIEVES THE PAIN.. ITS UNBEARABLE WITHOUT IT!
Alcohol makes me really energetic and happy and gives me the confidence that I don't usually have - so I try to drink whenever I can so that I can block out the pain and be confident with myself.
I use drugs for mainly the same reason - it gets me away from whatevers happening and takes me to an alternative reality where I have no worries.
It also gives me an AMAZING high where I feel like I can do anything and I'm on top of the world.. the come down isn't always great though and can be quite destructive..
I am rather high and drunk right now iiiiiiiiiiiiiiincase you didnt realise!!! haha
I DONT WANT TO USE ANYMORE BUT ITS THE ONLY WAY I CAN BE HAPPY!!
I HATE THAT IM DEPENDANT ON THIS STUFF BUT IT RELIEVES THE PAIN.. ITS UNBEARABLE WITHOUT IT!
I have 2 be gud 4 my lil sister and daughter cus im there role model.. an my mums always out gettin drunk so i have 2 look after my sister - luckily tonight shes got a sitter so i get 2 PARTTTTTY!! wooohoooo... but i dnt even no where I am!! lol.. everyones all passed out so i snuck on the computer :P lol im so retarded :P
OMG iM scared of heights 2!!! how freakin weird!! lol.. but i love rollarcoasters.. its funny.. lol