I tried to follow trhoug on what I pallend. I actully drank rubbing achool took pills almost hanged myself but for some damn reason Im stil here. Ive ben pretty sick for hte oast few days as well. Having throuble breathing and feeling like Im burning on the insides.
Along with other things yet somehow I am still alive.Dumb luck part of me is glad for what ts wotrh another still just wants to give up.
Fornow at least tonight I am going to stop/ Im to tired for this right now.
I cant seem to die instead I make myself really sick. I might have lost my job.
I simply feel like its not worth it. but for know I will stop Gid everyone on here must be sick of hereing me rant. I even started a support group thinking I could help someone. Meh what Al augh I cant be a help to anyone.
No one, everyone should just give up. I, not worth the time or day. a point blank am not.
I just want it to stop. God why wont you let me die DAMN IT!