Well, I've been seeing my guy for going on 7 months. I've been going to his AA meetings on Sat night. It has a pot luck before, and I've been bringing food, that everyone seems to like. He said I'm going to spoil them. I stay the night and usually go home in the morning. Today neither had anything to do, so I went to a morning meeting with him, that includes family of alcoholics. I also found out that I'm considered an "Earth" person, since I don't drink. I made everyone laugh about that, as we all shared something about ourselves, and I said I just found out today I was and Earth person and that alcoholics aren't such bad people to hang out with.

We went to brunch and then back to his house. We laid out on his deck and both read a book. It just seemed so natural. I know he needs his meditation time, and I always stay in bed, until he comes and wakes me (I'm usually awake) I really enjoy his company and really want to say "I love you", but I still hold back. I just don't know why.

He's been calling me every night and we talk. He had one night when he was feeling down, because he took over a big project selling T shirts for a convention for AA and they weren"t moving. He said his pride was wounded, that he thought he would have done a better job at it. This is the first time, he's ever shared anything, that wasn't positive. It seems we are getting closer, but I'm still holding back. I don't ever tell him any of my fears and don't know why.

Well, I'll keep you updated if anything changes.
Paula