My emotions are up and down and all over the place. I am trying to grieve, trying to move, trying to heal, trying to find my new self. I have the moving truck scheduled for the end of May, but I can't seem to pack. I have no help whatsoever. The weather is still not conducive to pulling everything out of the garage. I feel an urgency to leave. My LH's stone should be completed by the middle of April. Maybe that is why I have started having meltdowns again in this third year. My small support system has vaporised as well. People are putting labels on me, more or less judging me. I need to set boundaries, but first I have to find out who the perpetraters are. Maybe they don't realize the repercussions of their actions. There is a book titled BOUNDARIES. I want to read it. I believe a change, a new environment will enable me to breathe again.
A friend of mine's son was recently released from jail. He has wrestled with many demons including addiction, incarcertion, and depression to name a few. I have befriended him over the last year or two and gotten to know him quite well. Recently over coffee in a off the cuff manner he shared a very very personal story. He told me a few years earlier he was really messed up one...
I joined a while ago and forgot to say anything.Tom here, my wife of 19 years Edith Passed Easter Sunday 2019.Hope to have her buried this week.I will be happy to talk to anyone about anything.I check for messages qd.May the Lord Bless and Keep You.I dont feel as bad as I did the day my Wife Died,but not much better. Very dark, and stunned.