HOPEFUL HEARTS...LIVING AGAIN AFTER THE LOSS Community Group
We are a group of people who have grieved the loss of a spouse, partner, or lover and are searching for a life without our mate. Some looking for their own identity as an individual or finding a life for themself. Some looking for companionship or a serious relationship with someone new. And some just feeling lost and unsure. We offer encouragement, support and virtual...
So my neighbor who puts on a large I mean large feed, and a band insisted I needed to come this year.
I can see everything from my bench on the side of his large meadow with a large pond.
He is helping me try to work out my dry well problems so I decided to go.....we used to be feuding.....
The band was really good and the food way good...I sat talked to a few (very few) of the neighbors, several said hi how are you and got in their groups. I sat near the group Roger and I used to hang around with the most.
While his wife offered a few comments most never said much to me. SO at 9:30 I left. I enjoyed the music from home. BUT dang it IT makes me mad more than anything that I sit with ~75 people around mingling and I am totally a lone . It was very lonely and I felt by myself. They do this for our local mountain community every year but there is no way to have girlfriends (I have friends 82 yr old ladies I help with their animals), but true friendships to hang around with so you would not feel so all alone. SO DANG IT this is life....This part sucks, I am not hurt or upset just dang mad.
I can see everything from my bench on the side of his large meadow with a large pond.
He is helping me try to work out my dry well problems so I decided to go.....we used to be feuding.....
The band was really good and the food way good...I sat talked to a few (very few) of the neighbors, several said hi how are you and got in their groups. I sat near the group Roger and I used to hang around with the most.
While his wife offered a few comments most never said much to me. SO at 9:30 I left. I enjoyed the music from home. BUT dang it IT makes me mad more than anything that I sit with ~75 people around mingling and I am totally a lone . It was very lonely and I felt by myself. They do this for our local mountain community every year but there is no way to have girlfriends (I have friends 82 yr old ladies I help with their animals), but true friendships to hang around with so you would not feel so all alone. SO DANG IT this is life....This part sucks, I am not hurt or upset just dang mad.
I pray all the hook ups are right, the old well will work and be functional even though not used for ~15+ years