I just worry all the time weather this is HOCD or reality- I keep thinking it would be just my luck for it to be true and I really don't wanna be gay. Sometimes I know for deffo it's not and at other times my head just says accept it even though I don't think it would get any easier. I don't know what to do or what I want and I don't where I am at. I am just scared and I don't wanna have to deal with this. Help me. I don't know if I like boys or girls or what to do any more. thanks x