I'm a 16-year-old-girl and I've been suffering from hocd for about 3 months.
It's always the same, days repeat again and again and I can't think about another thing but the "what if I'm attracted to girls?" or "What if you don't actually have hocd, and are just bisexual but you deny it?"
The fact that I'm this young makes it worse, becouse then the thought that I'm discovering that I'm bi is so strong and so bad and so sad.
Latly it has gotten worse, for the past 3 days I started to feel or think that I feel attraction towards girls. I get so anxious when I go out in the street, becouse then I start checking if those feelings are real or not, and that gets me so confused.
I don't know anymore, before I knew I had hocd, but now I just don't know, and the feeling of being bi is awful, I know that it's awful , but it keeps comming again and again, every day, from morning to night.
I seriouslly need help, someone to talk about this, someone to share this with. I hope someone answers.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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