I expect everyone to be polite. I go out of my way so much and I expect people to be more respectful of others. I take it to heart when they are not. One relative is prejudice and another's rude behavior in my presence is getting to me. I take it so personally. It's not directed at me but the way I react you think it was. I consider it as disrespect to me. I just don't understand why I care so much. My sensitivity gets on my own nerves. I don't know why people want to be around me but they do. They seem to enjoy my company, even after I tell them off about treating others like that. My sister tells me I need to get meaner. She jokes and tells me to eat more pepper,lol.  I worry so much I probably am going to worry myself into the ground. Just tired of this whole over sensitivity stuff!