im so tired of being so emotional. just split with my partner a few weeks ago and im still so fragile. our last fight was big she kept calling me crazy and it really really hurt. she says im too emotional. uninvited me from a trip for next year cause says im too emotional and she doesnt want me freaking out in another country. really. there are days when i feel really good and days when i feel like hell. everyone says need find myself. hello im 41 been single pretty much twelve years on and off mostly off. how does one find themselves and how do i stop being so damn sensitive so that when someone doesnt answer text or call i dont loose it. im really kind and caring and very rarely put my heart out there cause when i do it hurts like hell. im rambling just little overwhelmed...i miss her so much but it was a hot mess last 3 months we were together cause knew we didnt want same things. but that is over just want to feel better and not be so insecure cause im tired.
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