I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN KELLY-- AND IM 24! I THINK ITS JUST THAT YOUR FIRST SIGN, IS MIND BLOWING, ONE YOU'LL NEVER FORGET, AND THOSE ARE THE THINGS YOU AND I AND ALL OF US HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT IN THESE ENTRIES. -- THE SEA WALL WHERE HIS ASHES WERE SPREAD, THE GRAFITIT.. I WONT FORGET THAT STORY .
I THINK ITS JUST THAT AS TIME GOES ON, WE GET USED TO IT, EVERYTIME WE SEE A BUTTERFLY WE KNOW ITS THEM, OR EVERY TIME YOU SEE THAT SPOT, OR THOSE NUMBERS YOU KNOW ITS A LITTLE TAP ON THE SHOULDER AND A SMILE..

WE'VE JUST BECOME ACUSTOMED -- I SPELLED THAT WRONG-- TO THESE SIGNS.. AND THEY ARE HARD TO KEEP TRACK OF OVER TIME.

Maybe if I write just ONE, (1) down at a time, I won't get confused. It would be cool to try this, we can compare notes, so we don't go say things to PEOPLE WHO MIGHT NOT understandddddd.. I hate when I happen to have a sign from Ryan.. AND, I can't wait to tell someone, so I tell it anyway, to who ever is standing next to me.. Then all that waisted energy, goes to somebody, and THE PERSON LOOKS at us with a blank face... Here, I am pissed off inside, b/c they didn't have the ANSWER, I WANTED TO HEAR...hahaha....

Oh, This sign is funny. In the middle of the night, one night, I woke up to a full moon.. I had to pee... Soooo, I sat down on the toilet to pee, and I was staring out the window at this big bright round moon..I kept staring at it, all of a sudden, I saw 2 eyes a nose and mouth, smiling at me, with a top hat. (on the Moon). I had to look away, and look again. I said, OMG! The moon still was the same. I kno it was Ryan..B/C When I was six years old, I had a 2 year old brother, who died from Lukiemia..He use to point at the moon, and say BALL..BALL, it was so cute.. I must of told Ryan a 100 times, about that story, of the moon looking like a ball, to my baby brother...I believe Ryan gave me a sign, to help me.. It made me laugh...Hugs, Kelly

Hello all,

I haven't had any profound experiences but these two small ones. I talk to my grandfather in my mind sometimes...I called him BoBo.....all i could say as a small child and it stuck,...i tried calling him Grandpa but just couldn't...he was and is BoBo!! LOL..well, when i talk to him i often can hear his voice as clear as if it were only yesterday...he would call me "his gal" and it warms my heart....and also if i am thinking of him or my guardian angels i see a little flicker of white light out of the corner of my eyes. I think this is their confirmation that they are listening and they love me.

Big hugs to all......hope my little light shines!!!

Isn't it nice, to believe that God created human being brains, to only see with a feeling, not necesarily with our eyes, but by seeing the flicker in the corner of our eye, makes us feel that it is our beloved one. I believe its a feeling we have, not our thinking. Cause my thinking will complicate the hell out of things...That is neat, BoBo, thats a cute name for your Grandpa. I love to hear if others have the same signs, it gives us all hope..I hope you can understand what I'm saying, b/c I just read what I wrote, and I had a hard time understanding it myself.LoL...Love & Hugs, Kelly

Sometimes in the night I feel Frazer lie down on the bed behind me and give me a hug. A couple of weeks before his accident we were away on holiday together, just the two of us and he said to me that now he was 13 he thought he shouldn't hop into bed with me, but that he could still lie on the covers and hug me! I know he hugs me still, especially when my husband is away. There is no one else in the house and the animals aren't in the bedroom at night, so who else could it be? It is very real.

Ive felt the very same thing!! When the girls first died, I had a really hard time, I just remember being so overwhelmed I couldnt even cry and went to bed.. after passing out...
I started to have what looked like a very realistic dream.. she came to me, and her eyes were so blue.. she wrapped her arms around me so tight and in that second i felt all my sadness float away. I woke up startled by this and I could still feel it.. I laid there for over 5 mins.. just enjoying the feeling .. knowing she was there, and talking to her.