Another Prayer answered by my Angel Ryan, I asked him to please give me messages in my dreamsâ?¦..The few messages Ryan had giving me through my dreams, was his loud voice yelling out his sisters name, (ERICA). It was though he was in my bedroom telling to me to help his sister. It woke me up from a sound sleep, I had to lay there for a while, and think about what he meant by that message... Before Ryan passed, Erica's freshmen year in high school, she got caught up, hanging out with the wrong kids, skipping school, getting into trouble. I asked Ryan to please help me with Erica, that I was afraid for her life, and I don't know what to do. I've been a single Mom for 8yrs now, Ryan was my little man, he felt like he had to play the father role, so that was him telling me in my dream to help Erica, so she is my main concern, and I have been getting her some help...Another message Ryan gave me in my sleep, he was Jumping up and down so fast it looked like a viberation, I could see it but not hear it. (If that makes any sense at all.) That was him showing me, he was upset and angry for making a fatal mistake. (It made me so sad)...Shortly after that, he knew how sad it made me feel ,he gave me a better message to show me he was OK, before I woke up, he was flying around tree to tree, spinning like those toy tops that we use to play with when we were kids....Just recently about a month or so ago I could only see his face Frowning, he was letting me know that he was sad to see his sister and I so unhappy and sad, that made me realize that the holiday's were coming up, and he knew last year I was so depressed, and I didnâ??t do a thing for Christmas . All I did was put a fake 2 ft. Christmas tree on my kitchen table, and handed my daughter Erica a bag of presents unwrapped. Ryan knew how I always went all out to make things perfect for Christmas. So I know now that he wants his sister and I to be happy an continue having the holidays as happy as though he was physically sitting right here with us, his spirit will be with us, he always gives me signs of his presence when I need him...Ryan my Angel, Thank you for your help, I Love you and miss you so so much!!! Love Mom.
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