hi guys how ya doing. im alright. just having lots of weird feelings for people pop back up people i thought i was over but i just shoved it down. but the weird thing was i went on a date with a guy from work and i kept wanting him to call him by the name of my ex bf who i dated six years ago! i mean they look kinda similar so idk. weird thing was me and my ex have been friends for a while, but i saw him last monday and today i realized i might kinda like him again. anyway i broke it off with the guy from work because like im just not ready for anything obviously right now and i talked to my ex told him i like him. maybe i shouldnt have done that but i did. but i told him i have stuff to figure out right now. so not gonna do anything just yet. my ex still interested though. hes sweet. hmm yeah i dont really know.  maybe i should just not talk to anyone and give it time.