I want to thank you for allowing me to share a glimpse of my life with you!  I think it is very important to be able to share your stories and concerns with your family in order to heal and that is what I consider you to be, part of my family!!!   That is why I created this site for, to help people heal! I understand that I don't have a lot of people on my site now but that doesn't concern me!  If I can reach out to one person, if I could reach out to you for just one moment as you are reading my article, that is all I need to be complete!  There is one final thing I want you to know my love before I conclude my testimony of God with you.  I want you to know that I am here for you regardless of what happens to this site, I will be here! I am a witch, time is different in my life, there is no past, or future, only this moment as you are reading these words, we are connected eternally, so don't feel like you are alone, because time stands still for me when I put part of my soul into my writing, we have each other, this time, this very moment I am here with you!

     I'm so sorry that I am a strange and unusual person but then again I lived a very strange and unusual life, but that is what happens when you're a witch lol still, I wonder...?

     Did I do enough as a person while I reached out to as many people as I could during my life?  I had a vision, a directive from God to reach out to all the faiths I could find and learn from them!  What I found out in my 10 year journey is that religious differences aside, we really aren't that different!  We're just people trying to find the meaning and purpose our life brings us.  My mission in life was to have religion bring us closer together not further apart from one another!  There are fundamental differences what people believe the "Divine" really is, but we all have one thing in common:  We are searchers, searching for the absolutes in our life so that we can have a clear direction and purpose to better ourselves, our children and the community we live in.  Religion at its best is designed to bring us closer together and not to tear us apart!  Don't let your faith demonize, shun, or demean another person simply because their faith is different than yours!  It's important to have dialogue with other faiths even if you disagree with their doctrine.  It's ok to disagree that is the beauty of religion!  It is a test of your faith! If you are so afraid that having a friendship with a person of a different faith will weaken your faith?  I would seriously reexamine your beliefs!  I have seen all kinds of faiths on my 10 year spiritual journey and although some faiths are completely different than mine, it was a real joy to talk to them because it gave me an opportunity to see my God through their eyes and now I have a better appreciation and understanding what my "Divine" guide means to me!

     From 2006 to 2016 I tried to relay that message to Christians, I also let them know that I had a unique opportunity to witness to people of non Christian faiths how important Christ is in my life.  It's really sad because I reach so much more people than what a Christian will ever see in their lifetime because they shut themselves off from the rest of the world!  Its almost as if the modern day Christian turned into some type of cult religion, isolating themselves from the rest of the world because they fear they might be corrupted by the world!

     My job as a Christian is not to force the world to love Christ, or adopt the convert or die policy some radical religions have.  My job is to love you as you are,  allow me to be part of your family if I may, and have you in my life because you mean that much to me!  

     The last years of my life till now has been pretty dark for me, because I feel like I failed my mission!  I couldn't get Christians to understand what my purpose in life was.  I angered them, they became alienated from me and shut themselves off from me at all cost!  I was trying to develop friendships with Christians all over the world so I could give non Christians a safe place to go to if they wanted to have fellowship with Christians and a chance to know Christ through a congregation's support, but the Christians did not trust me.  The worst thing about this whole ordeal is that Christians tried their best to invalidate my love for God!  They tried their best to discourage my love for God because I don't worship Him from a legalistic point of view, I worship Him out of love, because I chose of my own free will and desire to be part of His family and Kingdom!  I know there are problems in my life, I understand that I will never be good enough or worthy enough for God to love me but He does!!!  God chose of His own free will to love me despite the problems in my life, He chose love and forgiveness over judgement and so do I!  That is all that matters to me, so if you think you are unworthy, I got you beat!  If you think you need to clean up your life before you can come to God look at me!  I am a powerful witch and yet I humbly and thankfully come to God of my own free will!  When it is my time to cross over for the final time and God calls me home, I'm running to Him and not looking back!  God is my Father, my Home, my eternal life  and that is something a Christian can never take away from me.  My final testament to God is to let you know He loves you dearly, He wants you to know that He wants you to be part of the family and that you have a home to come to whenever you are ready.  I also want you to know that as long as I'm alive I would be honored to be part of your family too!  My love for you is unconditional, it doesn't matter to me what you believe in, where you come from or the condition you are in, I just want to have you in my life because you are so precious and special to me and to God as well!  Thanks and love you dearly, although we may part for now, you will always be in my heart and in my prayers! God Bless You!!!