Hopefully you been following my story because I believe it is important for me to share it with you to show you that a powerful witch such as myself can humbly come to God and go back home to Heaven when it is my time.  I lost count how many stories I heard over the years how people think they are not worthy to face God and perhaps a little scared of His power and justice?  If someone like myself can come to God of my own free will and desire to be part of His family you can too my dear!  Never think your mistakes in life will keep you from God, only your fear can do that!  I have the whole world thinking I'm not worthy or have the right to seek God in my life and tried their best to discourage me from coming to God until I cleaned up my life, but it doesn't work that way!  God will take you for who you are, don't worry about your sins, your mistakes, or bad decisions, just come to God and He will be there for you!  As you develop a relationship with Him, the trust, love and guidance will help you deal with your issues one step at a time!

     Sometimes I feel like the whole world is against me but with God by my side I pity the world that foolishly tries to separate my love for Him because they will be defeated!  I just wanted you to know that before I continue on with my story since there are so many controversial and contradictive things in my life even to this day I have to deal with, but the one constant thing in my life that hasn't changed is my love and trust in The wonderful God I serve!

     The strange thing about my story is that once I went to Guam on the day I turned 18 was that I suspended all forms of witchcraft and tried my best to be a wild human being in the wilderness and tried to adjust back to a civilized human being once I came back to the States after I turned 19.  I went from wild hunter gather in Guam to a candy striper in all places a "Christan" themed hospital system.  I really liked being a volunteer at the hospital and considered becoming a Registered Nurse at one time but duing my tenor at the hospital I was placed in charge of the other volunteer kids in the hospital and I got disillusioned and disgusted of the hospital politics and quit abruptly.  I was only a few years older than the kids I was in charge of but those superior "Christian" administrators caught a couple holding hands while making their rounds and wanted them removed from the hospital.  I had a talk with them and they were kids like me, they didn't do anything inappropriate other than being innocent kids in puppy love with eachother, but these morally superior peole who were too afraid of what people might think wanted them fired so I left with them never to look back at that Hospital System ever again!

     My anger was coming back and it was a constant reminder how evil people were and why I needed to avoid them at all cost.  I needed a job so I found a security company that took a chance with me.  It was funny because the recruiter was looking me over probably to tell me that I wasn't strong enough to be a security guard so I gave him my piercing look that I will take him down if he gets out of line and I think that helped me win over the job lol!  Well of all places they assigned me to work in a dangerous side of town in a parking lot of a grocery store where gang members were causing trouble in the area.  I got my license to carry a fire arm commission and was sent to this dangerous area once my license was effective.  Well there were these 3 tough men walking my way on my first day at the store and they came straight to me as I was trembling in fear!  when they got within 10 feet of me my fear turned into a smile and I showed them my gun begging them to try something and they immediately broke off eye contact with me and peacefully walked away in a hurried pace.  I only worked there for 6 months but I am happy to tell you that noone was injured during my time there and everyone kept to themselves for which I thank God for.  I got accepted with a DOD (Department Of Defense) post and worked at a research facility and thankfully it was a lot safer there other than the 2 rattle snakes I had to kill over the 9 years I worked there and the report of a suspicious briefcase that was left unattended in a foyer entrance to one of our buildings.  I carefully inspected the briefcase, and removed it from the building and drove over a thousand feet from the buildings to open it up.  If it would have exploded I would have been the only casuality so I took it away from my patrol vehicle, said a quick prayer to God and slowly opened the case to see what was inside.  wondering if this was going to be the last few seconds of my life I slowly opened the container and found to my surprise that:

     It was only a normal briefcase that had a scientific calculator, a lot of notes and the individual's name that accidently left it in the foyer entrance to one of the buildings in our research facility.  He was very appreciative and sorry for his forgetfullness but everything worked out and I got to go home alive that day, life is great, but my life is still dangerous and strange!  Life is so crazy with all the dangerous and "Fun" things I got to do as a security officer the most dangerous job I had was the candy striper job I had at the hospital haha!  Can you believe that I died for 3 minutes as a candy striper volunteer riding a bicycle for charity?  It was a 150 mile charity ride from Downton Corpus Christi to Downtown San Antonio and 60 miles into the ride I suffered a massive heat stroke that killed me for 3 minutes!  During my death I traveled billions of light years across the universe to the other side and went to the foyer entrance of Heaven.  Angels came to me and the incredible love that was in their being was overwhelmingly beautiful to me and then Jesus came to me a few billion years later.  In the area I was at time did not exist so 3 minutes in our physical life could take billions of years in the Spiritual kingdom of God.  Jesus never identified Himself to me, but I believe it was Him, He had such a happy disposition and was such a kind and gentle soul that was so full of Love that I never witnessed before until then!  He decided that it wasn't my time to come to Heaven and that He had to return me back to Earth, back to my body to finish living out the remainder of my life and only asked to show people the love He and His royal subjects shown me. He also sensed my concern and finished by saying don't worry if people don't belive in Him, just show them the love as a Christian and let Him have the difficult job of judging the ones of the world!

      So I briefly died on September 6 of 1986 just before 12 noon on the 2nd underpass bridge beyond Hiway marker 60 on my way to San Antonio.  When I came to there were 3 nurses that were working on me frantically and the first thing I heard from them was "I can't get a pulse, there is no pulse!  Oh wait a minute I have a pulse now she is coming back to us!"

     I didn't want to come back, but it wasn't my choice, it was God's Will not mine that brought me back, but now that I am here I am so grateful to have a 2nd chance at life and hope I make a difference to the people I am blessed to meet while I am here.  I will never say anything bad about the magnificent God I love, but I do have issues with Christians I need to address in my next coming series, until then I hope you know how loved and blessed you are, I'm really thankful to have you in my life and hope that you can find it in your heart to give God a chance for your life.  Regardless if you accept or reject Him, can I call you my family?  You mean the world to me and I just want to help you out in anyway I can.  Until we meet again, God bless you and thankyou for being in my life!