My best friend has, well, apparently decided to stop speaking to me for now.

...I was honest about how much his nearly offing himself upset me...
Plus I told him he was goofing off, not doing the work he needed to get better.
He's an abuse survivor with severe depression, like myself.

I still think he wasn't working to get better, so that is honesty...honesty hurts.
So he's probably really angry somewhere in there, too.
He may still kill himself, or never speak to me again...or he may turn up after a few months. No telling.
At any rate...
I am grieving the loss of someone who kept me from killing myself, someone whom I love...probably too much.
It really, really hurts.