i have thought of giving up so many times in life,, especially another breakup seems no matter what I do or how many times I seemingly get ahead another challenge comes along I do get it,,,, am here for you ,, life can seem like a heavy burden at times I hope you can find a way to get meds you are resourceful you have proved it time and time again I am sure , DONT GIVE UP ,, we all are here for you REGROUP reach out ask for help as you are here Your life has much worth and meaning whether or not you can feel it right this minute,, hugs bmw

i was always told to look fwd and live in a moment that is more conducive to ure well being emotional and mental...sometimes i think that's all crap as it's hard to do that...how can u be down and about and feel 100% motivational...and upbeat about what is going to come next...
I now agree that as I have learnt that when we feel low it's best to let that emotion pass thru and let things turn on it's own,, the more we wait for things to happen, the less and it takes longer to take place..

I wish I had a solution for you. I have spent several months stretches wanting to be dead and planning to kill myself, and it's basically the worst time anyone can have.

Turning your life around isn't one giant step. It's lots of tiny ones. That sounds corny, but it's true. One of my friends recently told me to tackle only one terrifying thing a day, so that's what I've been doing and it seems to help.

I have meds, and today my best friend and I skyped for hours.
I guess I'm going to crawl out of this.

so happy to hear the good news