I'm so sorry to hear about your sister's illness, and i hope the doctors are wrong. i have prayed for her, and will keep her and will keep all of you in my prayers. I've been through this when my father was diagnosed with cancer, and i know how tough this is. i am here if you want to talk. I will be in and out over the weekend, but I will have more time here than I have had . Love you .
Flower

Oh I'm sorry dear I'm also sorry this so late.. things have been hectic at my house. and I have no been so able to check the groups..

Ill surly pray that by now all is OK... Sorry i just saw this... Sweetie Ill Pray for her and You too.Please let us know ? OK?? I too am here if you want someone to talk to. You can message me...

So sorry sweetie... about your dear sister... I really am. wish I saw this sooner too.. Love You ... angel hugs Ellen

Flower and Settinsun

We got back the test results and it turns out she has cancer in fact she has leukemia. She has to stay at the hosptial which is a 3 hour drive from where we live but you do what you have to in times like this. She will be staying in the hospital for a month. The first week she will feel the best and then she will start feeling really bad.

For 3 days now ever since I found out I've been crying non stopped and I don't get to go down and see her because someone has to stay here with the animals and I don't have a car and can't even drive. So the first day I was just alone crying my eyes out.

I was thinking about the fact that I'm the "sick one" of the family everyone has said that so I don't understand why this didn't come on me. I mean my sister has a just turned 3 year old that she needs to raise. If I could I would switch places with her in a second.

My family is all getting together tomorrow to talk about what needs to be done. I mean even my father is flying in for this and that's big if you knew my father. He didn't even come in for one of my brain surgeries. I'm just afraid that I'm going to break down when I see my sister sitting in that hospital bed because I know it should be me.

Please pray for my sister!!!

Oh sweetie I will I will.. and Im going to pray for you too dear.. and your feelings through all of this.. I ll pray for your dear little sister... Praying.. And will put her and YOU In my prayers now each day,,, so sorry sweetie... Im hear for you ... Through all of this. keep us posted..

Love you ..Your family is now in my prayers..

Please don't feel like this should come to you instead of your sister. You have been through so much already. I know it has made you stronger , too. You may know better than anyone else in your family how to help your sister get through this.

So I just got back from seeing my sister in the hospital. She was really sick today as was I, mine having to do with my shunt. My whole family was there today even her 3 year old little girl. I was really hard seeing my sister this sick.

My siblings and I give our blood to see if we are going to be a bone marrow match for my sister. We had to go down and get a hospital number but I already had one because the hospital my sister is staying in is the sameone that I stayed in when I had my accident in 1988.

The saddest part of the day was when my sister came back from taking a nap and she was crying. If you know my sister you know she does not cry something big has got to be going on. She told us she needed to ask us if she didn't make it, God forbid, could we love her little girl like she does because she's been thru enough. My sister adopted her daughter from an HIV and heroin user of a biological mother. My sister's little girl was born weighing only 2 lbs. and she has the scars in her hand where the I.V. line was.

But my sister said that she knows that her little girl can be a handle full some times but just if my sister is not there just tell her that Mommy's loves her. I was crying, and crying, I looked over at my Dad who doesn't do well with emotions and he was crying too.

That's why I still want to trade places with my sister

Oh sweetie..This is all so very sad. bought tears to my eyes for you and your family.. all of it.. Im still praying .. and I pray that there is a bone marrow match form one of your family members . for her. I know sweetie.. and That dear little daughter of hers.. I love you . dear. Your so much in my thoughts and prays for all this. sadness. So so sad for You and your whole family. I'm praying every day.. Thanks for letting us know.. so I know where to direct my prayers. as This horrific heart..wrenching.... and tugging.. situation . OK.. Love you dear. remember. The Lord is a god of Love and Miracles.. Just Look at You . All you have survived? . I'm praying.. God bless you for all this. Yes it brought tears to my eyes. and You know Ill be pra8ing for You and your family. for your sister to get all well.. Keep the faith and let us know. so we can keep our prayers going.. You are not alone.. we care.really dear. God bless you. Angel Hugs Ellen

Hang in there, sweetheart, and keep the faith. God is watching over you all now, even if it seems like He is not there. There are lots of cancer survivors now than there used to be. I will keep you all in my prayers, and am here for you always. Take care of yourself and give this to God . He will take care of you. love you so much.
Flower

Settinsun and Flower,

Thank you for the much needed prayers. We just got the news that one of my older sister's the one who has been looking after my sister's daughter while she's been in the hospital is in fact a bone marrow match for my sister...YAY!!!!

My sister's doctor also did a biopsy and it came back clean so she doesn't need anymore chemo right now. All good things, my sister can't leave the hospital yet but one day at a time.

I'm just happy that she doesn't have to do chemo for right now. It was really taking a toll on her. So all good things for right now!!!!

Please just keep the prayers going though!!!! Thank you both so much!!!!

lorelai dear..oh that.s wonderful news of that dear little girl.. and she is so precious too. The match from the other precious family member daughter.. No more chemo for now.. Oh thank God. I know that.s even hard on adults let alone a little child like your sister... makes them so sick.. to their stomach . only has to be done to try and kill the cancer cells. Oh dear. Ill keep her in my prayers.. Praise the LORD.. I know this was taking its tole of worries for you. Ll Keep her in my prayers and pray. all goes well with the bone marrow transplant and Dear. ill pray your little sister goes into what they call remission when there no cancer.. and Ill pray when she goes into remission too that she stays cancer free.. Ill keep you and your family in my prayers. Dear we must keep the Faith Jesus loves you and her. too.. Keep us all posted. on your little sisters progress ..



. We love you dear.

Angel Hugs ellen

That's great, Loreali. That's a positive sign. They can do so much more with cancer now , than they used to be able to do. I will keep praying for you all. I hope you are feeling better than you were. Take care, and may God bless you all and carry you through this time of trial. Love you.

Thank you so much Ellen!!!! You are such a sweetheart!!! Thank you for the prayers for my sisters they are always needed!!!

I do have Faith in Jesus that he will see what is right and I believe that my sister will fight this with everything in her body because she has this little girl of hers to get back too.

Thanks again for your prayers!!!

We will keep praying. Please know that we are here for you when you need us. hope you are doing well.

Oh yes dear. You are in my prayers and my thoughts every day.. for you and your family and your dear sister.. Yes please know when you need us too, we are still here.. I'm still praying .. If you need us... we are here... Just post. Love you Lorelei

GOD BLESS YOU..

Love you, Loreali. I am keeping you and yours in my prayers.