Hi guys I just joined and I'm an 18, gay man. I haven't been very happy in the past few years as I lived in a small town and was really the only gay kid that I knew. Now I'm in college hoping to finally have that first kiss and maybe more but all the other gay guys either don't wanna talk to anyone or they completely ignore and shut me down. Which doesn't really help my self-esteem (online guys have kinda ruined it.) I was wondering if anyone has a similar problem or could help me get passed this issue.