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GAY LIVING is designed to be a safe place to express our daily lives, what we are faced with and how we handle each situaiton. Finding humor in our daily lives through the fear, laugher and tears. To come together and find a friends, both old and new. We will talk about love (finding, keeping or losing it), our daily struggles, fear, exciement and learn to love ourselves...
Sometimes we present ourselves to be strong and happy, when we are really suffering inside. I have read that the happier and stronger you look the more happy and strong people you attrack. Also, poeple seeking help will not rely on weak and unhappy people.
I just want to take the mask off for just a lttle while. It is burning the skin on my face.
I have been so lonely for so long that I really have no memory of what it feels to be loved. Instead, all I see in my memories is rejection and pain. At times I cannot even breathe well. I wake up at nights and can never fall back to bed. For years I have been have a few glasses of wine every night to be able to fall asleep better. I am not analcoholic, but if I continue this pace the alcohol will create new problems. Starting Monday I am starting the gym again. Already got trainer and all.
WHY HELP?
I have some not so fun experiences that have made me stronger to face the bad things in life. It is healthy that we go through bad times so that we can understand inisde what those we advice feel and be able to help more.
Most people that give advice do it, bceuase we have gone through some pretty rough times and want to protect esepecially the younger ones not to suffer the same. The younger are most of the times not experienced enough to be able to manage suitably through different crisis. That is why they need to seek help to those willing to help without any interest.
When I started writing this I felt horrible inside. Right now I feel OK. Sometimes I think I may be bipolar.
Just know I am here if you need me.
Peace out!
Andy
I just want to take the mask off for just a lttle while. It is burning the skin on my face.
I have been so lonely for so long that I really have no memory of what it feels to be loved. Instead, all I see in my memories is rejection and pain. At times I cannot even breathe well. I wake up at nights and can never fall back to bed. For years I have been have a few glasses of wine every night to be able to fall asleep better. I am not analcoholic, but if I continue this pace the alcohol will create new problems. Starting Monday I am starting the gym again. Already got trainer and all.
WHY HELP?
I have some not so fun experiences that have made me stronger to face the bad things in life. It is healthy that we go through bad times so that we can understand inisde what those we advice feel and be able to help more.
Most people that give advice do it, bceuase we have gone through some pretty rough times and want to protect esepecially the younger ones not to suffer the same. The younger are most of the times not experienced enough to be able to manage suitably through different crisis. That is why they need to seek help to those willing to help without any interest.
When I started writing this I felt horrible inside. Right now I feel OK. Sometimes I think I may be bipolar.
Just know I am here if you need me.
Peace out!
Andy
It can't hurt to check with a Dr. about depression. I've been there, and it does sound to me like that's what's going on, Some people benefit a lot from an antidepressant - even short term. It's best to talk with a therapist too to work out some issues.
Glad you're looking for support here too. In general, I tell people not to think about the past too much. So much of what's happened to us isn't our fault and we tend to blame ourselves & just feel worse. Keep on doing things you enjoy, whether you feel like it or not.
I'll be around. Check back & let us know how you're doing.