Gay Christians Community Group
I wanted to make this group because i wanted people to know that even though you are gay you can have god in your life.... Also i just wanted people to be able to support each other in this group and be able to be open with everyone... I will try my best to make everyone feel welcomed and loved in this group! I hope you guys feel comfortable making discussions and...
hi I am bmw alias Sheila I have DID and other afflictions ex music teacher go to affirming church called Beacon of Hope,,,,, I started a room for GLBT community and we discuss topics related to trauma please cosider joining if you have mental health challenges iincest or other trauma survivor or just please supoort us or a loved one,, you can also know I am a 2 time cancer survivor much trauma but a gay minister came to the hospital when the straight preacher left she is an amazing pastor of her small loyal flock I play my trumpet sometimes but she has a radio show if anyone intested ,, beacon of hope ministries ,, hope you all will come support our new room,, eiighteen and counting we need your help,, God bless Bmw
I am not mentally challenged, but love to watch and support helping hands in action.
Gob bless you.
Anyway, this website looks pretty dry, but I was wondering if anyone out there had any experiences with gay people amidst very religious and conservative family members? I am a first generation natural born citizen in the US, so I have never been able to relate with that many people already, and being a gay Christian or spiritual person is yet another difficulty. Also, add to that that beginning in 2009 I started getting attacked by these horrific demons. I.e. Diseases to my whole body. Again in 2012 I underwent some insane heath conditions, and again in 2013 and 2014 my body gave out because I didn't know how to treat it well. In every single case, it seems like I inflicted damage to myself and now I'm a walking mess! Totally incurable diseases keep piling up and I'm only 24! I'm supposed to be out and about right now, working, and providing and finding love. But I can't even step outside my house without some part of my body hurting.
Naturally I have turned to God as the last resort (For the second time in my life), and it's still been very challenging. I lose so much hope throughout the days, but I keep on pushing my self too. One day, like Jpb from the bible, I tell myself, everything will go away and I'll be happy and with my partner and I'll be able to do everything like before. But better!
I'm wondering if there's anything else I can do at this point to make my dreams come true. I'm like in the toughest spot in my life, and it's only going to get worse if I don't do something about my debilitating conditions. Please, if anyone is reading this, and you might have even one relating thought or emotion to my turmoil I beg of you, please pray that God will help me by some grand miracle. I cannot stay stuck like this with a family that does not get gay people at all. I will die miserable. I will die hating my family for something they can't change. I'll die never having loved, which might be the worst of the three.
Anyway, God bless you all. I know God still loves us despite what popular opinion might say. He watches out for every single one of us and makes justice and equality his left and right hands against our oppressors.