so for the past three years ive been highly confused about my sexuality skipping from male to female.

the past year ive been with this guy and the further the relationship goes the more i feel like somethings missing, the more i gravitate twards females and the more i want them.. it even got to the point i cheated on him with a female..

ive always ignored that feeling.. i just did what i do. but the other day i was scrolling through facebook and saw this really really cute video of this lesbian couple and something inside me just... i dont know. it just brought this undescribeble feeling. it made me realize that ive kinde been in denial about all of this. 

i know my boyfriend loves me more than anything in the world and is probably going to propose in the next three months and i honestly have no idea how to go about any of this.