Through the chemotherapy and surgery, I have had to find something to keep me going.  I have posted my updates on FB but not here lately.  My son has been what keeps me going.  I can't give up.  He is a freshman in high school this year.  I want to be able to see him graduate in the next four years.  

My post surgery and chemotherapy has gone well.  All of the cancer was removed but cancer I feel is tricky.  I don't trust it at all.  I'm hoping that the next four years, it doesn't rear its ugly head. 

My sister's friend has been battling cancer for close to five years.  That magical five years is coming up for her and things don't look very well.  I am sadden by that.  It makes me think what my chances are during the next five years. Her doctors just stopped her chemotherapy. No hospice or statement of how long she has left yet.  I admire her courage and strength.  

I have no choice but to keep going and I like that choice. There is no giving up option.  My post here is all over the place because so many thoughts run through me.