Hi all idont know wot to do with my life unmangerble am really bad gamblier iv been up all night as soon as i see money in my bank its gone am scared to tell my family we really did need the money how do i stop iv beeen ga iv handed my money over iv bar myself out of betting shops iv blocked myself off some gambling sites but i always find away i can stop for weeks the bang am back again iv been single for years i cant meet noone as my life id f*** up am ovet weight no job disablied no fucture am in my 40s i dont drink or do drugs iv been there done that its like i like to hurt myself one way or another i hate lieing to ky family but i just cant tell them and i dont know were to start to get my life back sorry for going on and about the spelling my eyes are bad can anyone give me adive please even if you know a goid book to help this is killing me u was thinking of ending it but then i think if my family u pray all the time but nothink helps  thankyoy hugs xx