FTM Transgender Community Group

This is a support group for people like me to talk about their life and problems, as well as ask questions on the subject of identifying as an ftm in today's community.

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TitchThinkingOutLoud
TitchThinkingOutLoud

(Sorry if any of my wording triggers dysphoria) So all through my childhood I've know I wanted to be a boy, and I used to get jealous of other boys, like I thought they had it so much easier and better, and I suppose i suppressed a lot of those feelings because I don't have a lot of dysphoria with my female body (I'm a pretty easy going person in general) but I experience intence euphoria with the thought and feelings of physically being a man. Im also really scared of all the haters out there as i have a big chest (E cup) and not sure ill be able to pass (dont have a binder yet) So does anyone have similar experiences or advice, would be a great help!

Dean_Novak
Dean_Novak
I'm with you. I'm new to this so no real experience to provide, just solidarity. All my life I have had nightmares where I give birth to a daughter and I yell at the doctors to "put it back, it is missing parts!" Now I really think that dream is about me, not my (nonexistent) offspring. I'm also a role player (like dungeons and dragons) and since I started at age 6 I've always played male characters. I hate playing females, and I *hate* when my characters are misgendered.

I ordered my first chest binder today and as a D-cup (though it fluctuates a ton based on my weight) I hope it works out well. I ordered this one on Amazon (DOUBLE DESIGN 3rd Generation High Strength Velcro Half Length Chest Binder) some of the sites suggest velcro style so that you can adjust it to fit your body better, especially because you can angle the velcro to restrict less if needed. This is the link I read on today: https://transguys.com/features/chest-binding