My life is swirling around me. I am managing to keep my nose above water, but my mouth is not! At least it feels that way. I am finding that my relationship with Scottie is not only seemingly non-destructible, not only by others but also both of us!! I am being tried by fire and learing a whole lot at a deeper level than I've ever been. The pressure is on, and it's so tempting to give in and comply with the people around me concerning letting Scottie stay in my car mostly, and a few other relatively minor problems.

But deep inside, I keep finding the urge to keep pressing forward. When there seems that there are no options left that's hard to do. On the other hand, I've been in similar situations before and God, I believe, has always made me a way where there didn't seem to be one. If for nothing else, that gives me reason to keep holding on and pressing forward. Even if I'm wrong, I still will never know whether the way is made, unless I keep the faith. Hugs to all of you, and I hope to be back soon so I can comment on people's writing since my last topic.

Until then, God bless you all and keep you safe.

Eve.