A day like today I feel alive, as if Iâve never been in my own body before.
As if I truly see myself for the first time, good and bad.
As if I am a valid human being.
A day like today is eye opening.
It made me feel compassion and heart ache.
It centered me and threw me off balance.
A day like today I am in shock.
For the people that Iâve known and loved.
For humanity in general.
A day like today I lost a good friend.
I am numb.
I am scared.
Wow, given what you have been struggling with Shlay, this was a roller coaster ride of emotion for you. I am just sorry that you had to loose a friend and I hope you can come to forgive him. Life can surprise us in so many ways. xo
It does that, exactly as you describe.
We are here.