about 3 weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. I will be 21 next month, I’m not married and I’m just finishing up my associates degree. This has really been a toll on me. I don’t want to abort my baby, but I feel sad and down. I sleep all day and I can’t muster up the energy to do anything. I feel hopeless and like a bad person. I struggle with the decision on whether or not to keep it, but I kind of already got my mind made up. I’m always sick. Everyday I wake up I’m just sick and I feel disgusting. I got my hair done and did my eyebrows to feel better, but nothing works. I still feel ugly and sad. I feel energyless and alone. I’d never think I’d be in the internet writing this stuff but I’m desperate. Idk what this means. Idk if I’m really depressed or if it’s the hormones, but I just want to be happy again. I’m so sick and tired of bein sick and tired. 

-Eve