I don't know if anyone else has found this, but during the worst times in my marriage, both of them I have found myself seeking something from "God".  I was born Catholic, but very little of my childhood was spent reading the Bible. 

Since then, during my first crisis, I was called to download an audio book of the Bible. I listened to it during my work outs. Togehter they helped sooth my anxity of separation and we were able to sort of resolve our issue (not really as were still dealing with it now, but we survived several years!). 

This time, my new apartment is in a neighborhood and city that is very conducive to walking. I walked past a church and was compelled to vist the service. I got nothing from it. But not long after, when I had my girls with me, we walked to a park by the apartment. There they met up with friends from school. I got to speaking with their father and some how church came up. I was invited to come, and that Sunday I did. The first sermon spoke to me in a way I can not describe. I was over come with love. 

I dont attend every Sunday, but I try. I have briefly spoken to the pastor at the end of service and he had offered to get together one night for coffee. I reached out to him yesterday and today he reached back. 

I don't know what all this means. I have not lead a very Christian life. But I keep getting called to him. So I am going with it. Maybe through Jesus My life can turn around for the better. It may not be with my current wife but maybe it will be better?  

Anyway, just wanted to share in this new found forum. Hopefully we can use it to heal better?