So it used to be in my life that my brother and i were inseperable practically twins. in fact that's what the doctor called it the twin complex because we had no knowledge of life without each other since we are only 13 months apart. but just this year my brother started high school as a freshman i'm a sophomore. he joined debate and became super cocky and annoying. Finally everything started falling apart. My brother and my relationship is dead. we got in verbal and physical fights that really escalated. My mom wouldn't do anything about it really. And my brother has been getting progressively more violent. He didn't want a hair cut so he took a hammer to the tv that kind of thing and my mom lets him get away with it. We had several more physical fights but now we just ignore each other completely. He said many hurtful things and so did i. wishing each other dead etc. Now i come home every day wishing he won't be there. wishing he died somehow and not out of anger but because he ruins everyones life and i just want it to stop. I walk home everyday from school wishing a car would hit me or that i had the means to kill myself and he is only one of the many reasons. Now my relationship with my sis is close. we are 2yrs and 2months apart. But even so she is sometimes demanding and bossy and it's hard to make her treat me in a decent way sometimes. I know how wrong it is to feel this way about my brother. My nina and nino (godparents) were apparently told about this by my mom. All they tell me is to keep praying for him. because in all of this my brother completely turned his back on God, religion , church all of it. I know that i was my brother's main influence and all that but i am incredibly good at holding grudges and i don't know if this relationship can be saved. But anyways it'd be pretty nice if people could read this and maybe leave some advice or share their own stories.