I keep dreaming of my high school sweetheart who I was recently in a ldr for a year and a half. Things went sour when I found a profile of his on a site I didn't appreciate. I over-reacted, as well as him. However, I came around and realized that it was the date in which the profile was made that concerned me the most - it was during the time we were together. He refuses my calls and does not respond to my IM's or emails. However, I left my shoes at his place when I visited and I called him 2 weeks ago and asked him if he would please send them. He said I will get them out in the mail. I said is that it? So, now we never talk again? He said No, we will talk again but I just need a break. He is depressed about other aspects of his life. I keep dreaming about him. Here are the dreams I had:

I was back home in Hawaii on the city bus and I saw him get on. The bus stopped at the ice skating rink (yes, we have one) and I looked back to see if he was going to get off (he is a hockey player). He came up to me and asked me something and I gave an answer but then realized no wait repeat that. He said well we didn't have a very good week and it is all due to me. I said if you are not getting off could you please sit down because I would like to get something straight. He smiled and said okay. I said you and I are human (sad to say) so we are going to have arguments, but that does not ever take away from how much I enjoy your company. There is alot more to us than that. I said will you get off with me? He didn't answer, but did. We talked and got a bit intimate. Then I woke up.

dream 2:

I was in my own house (my bedroom) but in the dream I was leaving the man I love to go back home and I heard my sister crying. I heard her say she was sad to leave because she would miss my sweetie's family. I thought yes I should go and get a few hugs from him, myself. I went down a hall to go find him a stranger in a white shirt and black pants walked towards me and I went around him excusing myself. I saw on the pull out bed (couch) my sister lying down and crying. My sweetie and youngest daughter were beside her trying to console her. I went and laid in back of her and put my hand over her to be able to also touch my sweetie while comforting my sister. Then I woke up. I was very peaceful throughout the dream. I was looking forward to those hugs though I never got them.

I dream about him every night. Does that mean he is still thinking about me, too? Are these dreams showing me his heart in any way? They feel so real as if it is really happening. In real life I went to a site that he is on and he put his mood down as numb.
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