Having been in an emotional affair for the past two and a half years I find myself in denial after it ended abruptly.

I've tried messaging, writing and even skyping but he blocks all attempts at contact with no explanation.

I'm not so naive to think he'll be coming back but after 3 months I still struggle with the reality of being left.

It was never my intention to fall for my friend but I did and I miss him terribly.

I know everything we talked about was only based on dreams but to me it felt real,  he felt real, as did the connection.

Does anyone have any advice on how I can fill this empty feeling and move on.