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Emetophobia/ Fear of throwing up, or fear of others becoming ill.
im so anxious and my medication no longer works for me im doing horrible in school i been there for years and still havent transferred im afraid of people and teachers i panic and im always nauseous last semester i couldnt even stay in class i had to run to the bathroom hand over my mouth chanting in my head "dont throw up here!" i got to the bathroom locked the door locked myself in a stall and just cried ..... i hate school i hate it i cant be like everyone else and be happy take it one day at a time they tell me i cant take it at all!!! i have two finals coming up one tomorrow and one on thursday i am extremely super over the top anxious and nauseous and when im nauseous i panic even more im emotaphobic and im dead afraid of panicking and throwing up tomorrow i have to give a speech and thursday be locked in a classroom with fifty something students if it were up to me id never go to school i just cant handle the pressure and this anxiety and throwing up phobia agoraphobia does not help me at all i cant even concentrate to study i feel like throwing up and i cant breath everything seems to be going wrong i feel jinxed i have to worry about my blood results to see if i dont have some type of disease cuz of a stupid tattoo i got six months ago if i find out im infected my life as i know it is over not that i had one to begin with im feeling sick to my stomach and all i can do is cry ....... i wish i just wish i was happy
Kitty915
I used to have a huge fear of getting sick and throwing up in school! In high school I was afraid that if I had an emergency with my health no one would be there and I would die and be all alone. When I went off to college I still had a fear of getting sick and throwing up! I had never thrown up at or in school until college! I remember feeling sick one night tossing and turning and couldn't sleep So I finally got up started to shiver and panic and say you will be ok again and again. Then I threw up on the carpet in the dorm room! Then aimed the trash can. Omg! It was pretty scary! But then it wasn't so bad. I now sometimes want to throw up to feel better! Lol! I don't have much of a fear anymore. I just try to not think about it. I have found being nervous about it makes me feel nauseous and makes me feel worse and goes in a viscous cycle. I just laugh about it now!
SharonBlake
I think you have a lot of fears from your childhood. You need to become familiar with behavioral psychology. I often use trust resources about kind of abuses and read update papers on http://payforessays.blogspot.com. When I was stundent I felt some similar symptoms and I was helped by a monologue with myself, Hope, you will able to handle at all.
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