I have dealt with an eating disorder since I was a senior in high school. These bouts always coincide with what's happening in my life. Is anybody else's because of this. Of course I look at my body and hate it because I'm fat. All my boyfriend's that I've had tell me that I'm not. But of course I didn't believe them. In my last yr of H.S. I got it because of my alcoholic narcassnarci mom. She had so much, too much Control over my life. So I fought to take back Control of my life. I use to make myself be in a rush in the morning so that I didn't have time to eat breakfast. But she made me g
Oops! Cont'd she made me get up earlier so that I'd have time and be on my case so bad that I couldn't wait to leave for school. So as a result of this and the other, I stopped eating lunch at school. My family and I when out to eat, I always ordered chicken nuggets/fingerso I could sneak them into my jacket pocket. I would feed then to my dog when I got home. At home I was always a slow eater and would b left at the table alone. I would lift up the garbage to hide my dinner under it. So sorry for the book! Lol