Hello everyone. I am new to all of this support group stuff and I am just looking for some help and support. Over the summer I dropped over 20lbs. Health diet, and was doing really well.. Well it started early summer when I binged. I didn't call it a binge though. Well. It became more frequent and I looked up how to make myself throw up. Once I knew, I did. Everytime I would mess up on my diet I would go and make myself vomit. It wasn't even a concern or started affecting me until recently. I noticed that I have been in a binge-purge cycle for over 4 months now. And recently I have not been able to break it at all! I can tell that I accumulating fat around my belly (Which is expected if you're going through the binge-purge.) and I time to time have some liver pain and kidney pain. I cannot tell any of my family. And I'm worried that it might actually be bulimia. I just need some help and advice . I want to get back to my healthy way and to break this b/P cycle. Help !