Dysthymic disorder Community Group
Sadness. It is real. If you have Dysthymia, it's a constant state of being. . . It never leaves you. I'd really like to see what reality is like, you know, check out how it feels to NOT be sad all the freaking time. . . This is just mean. I mean come on, somebody . . . God, throw me a bone! I'm a cool guy, I do good things. OK, , , enough of this shit, it...
It's good, it's bad
It;s mostly sad
don't know what to do
I'm starting to get mad again
fuck me and fuck you
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No, that's not true . . . mostly
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Seriously,
Is there any value in being here?
What's going on ?
Where's first base ?
Who's on second?
Is it more nothingness ?
It;s mostly sad
don't know what to do
I'm starting to get mad again
fuck me and fuck you
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No, that's not true . . . mostly
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Seriously,
Is there any value in being here?
What's going on ?
Where's first base ?
Who's on second?
Is it more nothingness ?
"What's the name of the band?"
"Who"
"The band on stage."
"Who"
"Who is on stage."
"Yes."
"Yes is the name of the band on stage?"
"No, Who is on stage."
"That's what I'm asking you!"
I did that little " bit" wrong on purpose , you guys. . . .
- who cares who's on first
- the rest I don't really care about
I don't even like baseball
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- It's the medication, . . . for sure . . . . 20 pills a day , 140 a week, over 7,000 applications
give or increase, such as may need adjustinating or some other electrical disturbances affecting my centrifical brainstream, thereby increasing the likelyhood of fucking up most any time in whatever setting or circumstance I might find myself floating in
- and mainlining chemically altered hybridified caffine
cool, that's what I'm going with,
and, thanks for typing something.
Your friend and founding enabler,
StillBill,
Still - the wisest man in this time and place
and counciler to the crowned heads of Europe
Listen, I did that little " bit" wrong on purpose
- who cares who's on first
- or second or the other ones.
I don't even like baseball
Let's get one thing clear
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I'm not here
I don't care
i'm not sure if I'm anywhere
and I still don't care
I really need something though
but not the meds . . .
Damn, the medication, . . . for sure, is making me . . . pleasently disabled. . . .
I mean, 20 pills a day , 140 a week, more than 7,000 injestations
give or take, make that purchase. . .uh, such as may perhaps need some considerate adjustinating without undermining other unattractive electrically enhanced disturbances affecting my centrifical brainstream, increasing the forgone likelyhood of fucking up most any time in whatever setting or circumstance I might find myself floating in
- and mainlining chemically altered hybridified caffine
cool, that's what I'm going with,
and, thanks for typing something.
Your friend and founding enabler,
StillBill,
Still - the wisest man in this time and place
and counciler to the crowned heads of Europe